ok today was boring..i had to wake up earlier than i expected juz to follow my family somewhere to eat.i wish its still the holiday.i mean if only i knew that school start with all the shocking news.i rather stay in the past.i really miss last year.all so fine.ok not all but most of the time.which is better.it seems like i made a lot of bad choices at the end of the year.the biggest mistake ever.


if there is a chance for me,
if only i could show hym what i feel,
if there a room for me,
if only he knew what i feel,


i`ll tell the world what he meant to me,
i`ll do whatever it takes to make hym happy,
i`ll tell myself what he is worth to me,
i`ll do whatever it takes to be with hym.

i duno why?but sumtimes i reali do hate,love,miss "love"...it hurts but i just wonder why we want it even when we was hurt by it?i heard the pharse from somewhere...`Love is the closest thing to magic that we could feel`.i guess that is the answer to why we want love.or is it something more special that people would even die for it?well i dont have the answer to that for now.i guess have to mave on no matter what.

P.S Trying to enjoy life without you.

With LOVEs

hidayah