hey everyone.well today.nothing much juz wen o the library wit my bro but meet up wit najib n din there.n my brother friends are damn irritating.he juz cant help to shut their mouth.n tanx to they i like suddenly remember bout hym.damn it.i was like damn piss lah.my bro n his gerl was like hapi2 i was like get out of my sight!

anyway 5 hours at the library with the anger i made it.four chapter of maths.sec3 topic are quite hard if u hav forgotten totally about it.so at the library took najib phone tried to play some of the games.my brain like wana crack.tanx arh najib.i next time tangle ur brain.haha.so study,study n study n went home n now here i am.haha.i want go n rest my brain now.n i reali feel sick now.

P.S thanks for everythingn of course the strepsils.haha

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hidayah

hey again well this the post for today or should i say yesterday.haha so skul is skul but fruit day haha.i duno but in the morning my sis tot tat all mango is sweet so she took anyone of them on the table n cut it.the wen she tried it was super sour.haha.dumb.sister like sister.haha.

in skul i wen like so happy go crazy.sick n crazy.last two period was my free period.i was like asking qn from duno where.sori mulan if i ask stupid qn tat is not answerable.haha.i mean seriously.they say we facing global warming.the ice melting.n the erath is 3/4 cover with water.with ice melting n land reclamation wont the fraction or percentage change?n we cutting down trees means more carbon dioxide wont the 21% percentage of carbon dioxide in the air change?haha i think too much today.

P.S AISYAH CHEER UP!!!

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hidayah

23 April `09

hey ppl!long time nver update.sori being bz n feeling sick.any way im bloging bout thursday. haha.so damn excited.actuali the plan was to meet fasya onli but she was wit other three of her schoolmates.so meet up at KFC for lunch but i didnt eat cuz i already ate lunch at skul.while chating away....farah got a call from zul said he cuming to library to study wit us n have a surprise for me.haha.i tot wat..but it was NAJIB!haha still nice surprise but not wrap up.hehes...abby was like shock wit my reaction n told farah bout sumthing dun wana mention here.

anyway otw out of KFC nature calls!haha inside joke.(farah i think it was a stupid question to ask n a silly way to answer);p

anyway in the library onli me n farah was like reali doing sumthing n btw we need to wake up!!!n

here are some candid.most pic is wit duno hu lah ehk?

P.S Sori for the bad news for u...

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hidayah

hey ppl!juz got back.im damn tired of all this shit.im duno y i feel very heavy hearted.its not like i care but i juz did.haiz.i juz watch the confession of a shopaholic....n i cant believe a scarf can bring love.dun u ever wish tat life can be like in the movies n all the fairytales?well i think most ppl do.n i feel like going shopping !!!haha.i think my head sumthing wrong.

i dont know why is this so hard for me.today is your day.but i cant be or do what ever i want to for you.hope u like the gift u get for ur friends.

P.S HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY to you....

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hidayah

to the people who love to see other crash and burn.well u reali hate the sitting together part. i cant help to compare on the way u treat ppl.damn different i guess time change the ppl tat move on reali change too.to the open kinda person.

so secondly maths ft was like damn it lah i lost like 25% of the paper due to not focusing.haix n my report card was like shit.duno wat the hell happen 3 F9, 2 C5 and 1 A2.like shit!i did like my best n most of the paper n this happen.wen i dun study at least pass.haiz...i reali have to wake up.exams in a few days.n this hapen.

well lastly ....

i miss my besties!!!!

P.S think about you everyday

hey ppl!wat a day today we had chemistry test.i tot it was during lesson which is after recess so study lah.then whne we wen to class it was postpone after skul.wth?she gave us two slot.at 2 or 3.30.i dun wana waste 1 half hour waiting so wen at two.the problem is that last period was mother tongue.the panicking state.class release late me n umairah rush down they started they paper ready so we got less time.but tat didnt bother me.wat bother me is tat i was sweating . i cant concentrate.so the mole thingy forgotten.haha.wth.comfirm gone case the paper.tomoro maths F.T got vector i forgot everything bout vector.help!!! after this post im off to study.

so wat a week i started this week wit heart breaking news.but now it had turn around.i guess the method works.ihatelovenlovehate.i duno where tat came from but it helps.i see more thing bout a person without being like them.wat they thing is opposite as me so i guess ppl came hang ard together wen they are wit the others.k im crapin now.gosh...

P.S lets do some stupid shit!

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hidayah

hey ppl.im feeling better from the past few day.btw juz by writing u dun harm me no more.n yes i dun matter u or me.anyway ur reali a blank n i duno wat i have seen earlier in you.n definitely y do i even bother to be there.i reali regret saying those three words to u b4.to think again it cuz to much to get wat i wan.n in the end of the day tis is wat i get from the sumone.so wat ever....
n i too am not as evil as that sumone wen i put it here.

so today last three period was free period.its the 1st time our maths teacher didnt cum to skul.3 period sey.like mad ppl in class doing file.hahabookcheck around the conner.so does O levels.

P.S your so yesterday

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hidayah

so today.i feel like shit.due to some issue.maybe it true i dun hav any issue wit u but the issue was bout her.i kno she is nice to u.but im wondering y.wat if there is sumting.i duno wat but i can be anything.i sumtimes wonder what ppl reali want.maybe sum juz love to see ppl crash n bured.
i guess im juz confuse with wat i want.i hope u at least think of wat ppl feel.n for the one hope ur happy wats going on.have a nice life.

i think this post should be kept short cuz i dun think i wana let sumone think tat im gona backstab her.btw u can do watever u wan now cuz...im glad he falls for you.n reali.have a nice life.

P.S who`s tha gerl,living my life...

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hidayah

11 april `09

so like normal satuday tuition.but i was so tired.felt like falling asleep.half way thru maths a guy i duno who says that Mrs Samuel was not in.so i was suddenly so awake n happy.so i wen i got home did some homework n so on...

so at 6 wen to jp for dinner wit my family at ljs before our movie.Fast n Furious 4 was damn good.i was like crying all over the movie.in so toudh by seeing the love of Dom n Letty.maybe its becuz of wat im feeling that makes me cry n the action part was damn awsome.i feel want to watch the movie again.i reali love the movie.so ppl do watch it alright.you wont regret watching it.

P.S i wish...

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hidayah

10 april `09

hey ppl long time nver blog.a lot have happen.but im gona blog it in the nex post.i guess.So on friday,if according to plan we were suppose to go bowling but some ppl got wrong memo wen someone say 10.30 meet.but they woke up at 10.30.so we took the bus n meet the other 3 at Cdens.but we reach it was full.n the waiting list was damn long.so wen to CSC club luckyly the waiting list was not that long.so while waiting for the call we wen to the LAN.since i dun reali play it.so me n shah head to the arcade.due to sum news i got the day before.i need to let go of the sadness n the pain.so play the game which i love to play which helps alot.till my hand was in pain.haha at least my heart didnt hurt who cares.i need to leave earli as my sis was sick.but i did have fun.i wish we could have the day again.

so after that wen to pizza hut at jp.n did a bit of shop.n saw some old friend n my gerl,fyi my tummy hurt k.anyway i had fun.

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hidayah

hey ppl!long time since i blog.been busy lately.n today was like one of the mix up day ever.i felt guilty for knowing tat i break someone heart without knowing.i felt content n sad at the same time as today is my officially last day on NPCC.POP was damn fun lor.haha.n im a bit piss n curently shock by some news i juz gotten by my gerlfriend.haha.but im happy she is now happy.

POP is like the most fun n slacking parade ever.haha like duh!its a passing out parade.so at first everyone was like so excited to like to throw their beret n do silly stuff.so when we were given bersurai(which means dismiss) we threw our beret like no body business.haha we got to like not wear our beret wit full uniform without shelter.then during our refreashment was BIRTHDAY BASH!!! haha...rahman was like so supporting lah.he can still sit in the middle of canteen n get bash the say he`s ok he is a man of steel n got dash for secon round n they boys like did the rugby thing where the ppl jump upon each other.haha...he ended having fun even wen he have a bit bruises.haha.soooo...here some pics

4 year being them is the memories that ill bring with me forever

the GERLS!!!!

the GUYS!!!

Kelvin,mie n Shafia

rahman(extra),Rasyad n Aisyah


Aisyah n mie

my sec 3 cadet that made my blood boil every week,

and one of the best memories was to teach teach them the drills

Especially the drills song n dance which we enjoyed.
(Chu Qian,Rashidah,mie,Wei Ting n Suriati)

felt like graduation sey.haha

so..today wat kinda the big day for me.well during malay i show some msg to my gerlfriend about a sumone.the 1st text she said it was so obvious that this guy was into me.but i was blind.i was still living in the shadows of my past back then.im so confuse n feeling kinda gulity.but i guess i cant change what had happen but onli if i knew at first.maybe tis wont happen.

P.S Happy Birthday Zulhilmi n advance birthday Rahman.

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hidayah

hey ppl.today was kinda like the normal routine of my other saturday.boring!!!but today was kinda funni wen Mrs Samuel was trying to teach about idioms n linking up on comprehension qn....well we were actuali doing a passage on rainy day.wen she mention the word thunder storm,the lightning stuck followed by the thunder of course.its like the weather kno we studying bout it.haha.

in the morning i got the chance to chat with daniel.im so freaking jealous as he is now in new york damn it.a few months ago was in london n italy n he wen to not onli as in italy.he went to Vince,Italy during Christmas Vacation.urgh super mad lah.its my dream destination n he can go there juz like tat.sum ppl juz have all the luck i guess..

P.S i wonder why....

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hidayah

i never tot the malay paper today so easy sey.scare us onli.the paper was an hour but i took 15min n doze off to lala land.haha...today lesson was rather boring.but the 1st lesson was reali scary.Ms A exploded due to sum ppl. i dun wan mention hu.but this is like the 1st time she wen reali mad at us.i guess her limits are of.sori Ms A....

secondly sumone complain to sumone tat i was back stabbing her.dont kno y.but to think again...y would i even wana do that?think bout it lah ehk tat sumone.the pass was the pass but now ur close with the guy that u use to disagree of me being wit.have a nice life.i dun wana fight but to think tat i was the bad person.to a certain extend.i was wrong.i apologise bout tat but that incident was more than a year ago.cant u juz like let go of it.wat price do i have to pay juz to be friends again?now u can tell ppl tat im the cause but i duno till wen ur gona continue but if i really had done sumthing bad to u.im reali sori.....truely am...

I thought that you are the one

I thought that you make me feel special

I thought that we are more than we can be

I thought that we will be together no matter what

I believe that you were the one

I believe that you would make me feel special

I believe that we could be more than we could be

I believe that we would be together no matter what

I guess that you werent the one

I guess that you cant make me feel special

I guess that we cant be more than we would be

I guess that we would never be together no matter what...

what was i?

what am i?

P.S imissyou,imissyoursmileandistillshedateareveryonceinawhile...

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hidayah

well today both chemistry n maths test reali gone case.but maths got hope.i think....anyway for chemistry.i didnt break anything but sumone else broke test tube even b4 the test start.n during the test,another few thing.we can really join the record breaker for breaking the most things.during P.E,i didnt kno what juz happen but i really feel sick n wanted to throw up n the worst part was i could hardly breath.its like the 1st time since the pass few year tis happen.but luckyly today is juz the trial.next week is the real 2.4km run.i hope tis wont ever happen again.
anyway tanx maimon for temaning me the whole time.

English was kinda inspiring today.did the toasting for the new us as in 4E2,n how many teacher does tat?none except her.tats a good thing.i thing im liking her lesson slowly.she doesnt reali teach as in teach as english is not about being the perfect as no one is prefect n i believe tat no one is a walking dictionary who know everything except the mighty one.i guess different ppl does different thing n ways.n her way is to kno bout us n touch our hearts n lifes...thank you teacher!

haha.i duno y today seems to be like i had to many things happening in a day but that wat makes life exciting like mad.haha.i think im going crazy now.i guess i should stop here or i may be craping all the way

P.S dun let me worry for you again plz....

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hidayah

thanks to sumone no need to metion hu.im so distracted today.i think im gona flug on my maths n social studies test for today.yesterday biology FT was disaster.i can think.to panic.haha but it was quite funni to see ppl to run around becuz of bugs.haha.i wanted to laugh out as in loud. but muz maintain.need to remind myself that he is invisible already.well almost.haha.

well today during physics lessoni went crazy wit maimon.sori Mr Anwar can help it memories in primary skul juz came back during ur lesson.so didnt reali paid attention.hehes.well for tomoro chemistry comfirm at least 1 testube or sumthing will break.the teacher already tld us to bring at least $2 for stand by.haha.well its a fact or class break the record for breaking the most apparatus n its like a muz to break sumthing each practical lesson.n cant wait to see wat will hapen for tomoro test haha.

P.S Happy Birthday KHOIRI & Happy APRIL FOOL to those who got fool.haha

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hidayah