its been quite sometimes since i last update my blog.a lot of event happen.but no time to blog.sec4 life is bz...any way update bout yesterday.in the morning i accidentally left my A4 paper at home.so called my mum to send it for me sinc eshe isnt working.so aisyah pass it to me.wen she pick me up after skul.the 1st sentence or even worse the 1st word she said was his name."Adli dah kasi ko punye A4 paper?" wth lah.i juz got to kno my mum pass my A4 paper to hym.i tot to aisyah.in the morningin the car got song 'not so over you' or something duno lah.my situation...its so irritating lah.

then today,malay lesson he forgot to do of give yesterday homework tat i my mum gave hym.he handed in with yesterday homework.so i sort of lah.then pass to teacher lah.then cikgu ask me to go to hym n tell hym to hand in late work by hymself.me? talk to hym?in my head was like is she out of her mind?so i juz place it on her table n walk away.half way thru the lesson.tat paper flew towards me.the rest didint even care.i heard sumone say not their paper.i duno also hu say alar adli paper wat.so i pick u put on teacher table again.teacher was like baiknye awak dngan adli.wth rite?to be honest.i was mad at hu evr hu said it.but now....i wondered y am i even mad. he is not even mine now.so y bother?haix...i guess sumthing tells me im juz to....i duno lah.i guess 1st love is hard...to forget...

I loved you more than I have ever known

Those starry eyes

Those tender lips

You made my heart melt

Then boil into a roaring fire

I now know

What my eyes could not see

You are the only one that is for me

Many nights those tears flew

Being myself without anyone

Anyone to care about the thoughts

Looking at the sky and knowing

Many mistakes I had

Many mistakes I have had

Breaking up with someone you care about

Is one of the toughest decisions

Any of us will ever have to go through

Dealing with the pain

And heart break is never easy.

We just have to live the days

As they are set out and not live in the past.

P.S good luck to all my sec 3 cadet hu is going for promotion test tomorro.hope u all get promoted

With LOVEs
hidayah