Its been a while i last post anything.
But today i just had to express it somewhere.
Had a chat with Z earlier on.
Little did i know that it would be a very deep and a slap in the face conversation.
I really feel i have been too caught up in the past that i have forgotten all the blessing i have right infront of me.
Now that i know your real feelings.
I cant help but wonder even more.
I feel like i have been such an ass.
You are too sweet, always been there for me especially all the emotional late night call.
If only i knew the reason why back then.
Will i be where i am today with you?
Ill also pray for ur safety at work.
I know the recent finding isn't what we hope for.
Hopefully this wont be the reason we are apart in the future.
As we spoke earlier, i am seriously scared.The fear is unreal.
I really have no idea what wrong but it really does bother me everytime it came to my mind.
Sharing it with you. I felt like a load of my shoulder.
All this made me realised a couple of things.
How much u meant to me.
Why i do feel lost without you.
So now how do we go from here?
I know we cant turn back time.
Hopefully in a few months time, everything will be smoother for ur journey.
Just know no matter what happens.
Im still here for you
