I dont know why... But Im just so tired today. Oversleep and did my best whole day. But nothing was well. One after another... News broke down. I wonder when will all this madness end...
Everything I done till today never seems to impress you. No matter what theres always something you are mad about. Only if you know how much it hurts. Maybe you will one day realise how much I do to still be here.
Hearing the theory from u made me feel unwanted in my past. What did I do to deserve that? I always told myself it because they are not good enough for me n dont deserve me. But now... I dont know what I am...
Im taking everything in. I dont know how much more I can take before it stop.
Only if everything could stop for a moment. I maybe able to breath.
Now im just tired. So exhausted. To be honest I also dont know why im so tired.
P. S years since I had someone that know.
Love
Hidayah
