Happy 8 monthsary...

This guy in the picture below.

He is a funny part of my life.

to be honest i still feel like im still dreaming if he even existed.

officially together for 8 months but some how it feels like 8 days.

Where have he been all my life?

well not that far actually.. he live like a few bustop away from me.

What have we been doing since the first time we were actually introduce?

well ntg. never talk for more than 6 months since we were introduce.
funny but true. never tlak even wen we are with a grp of friends

When did it stop?

One late night.*crazy tired one infact*

How it all begins?

With a stupid Qn. And the beginning of fb poke.

since then....

He was Stranger

before but now

He is my Life... 

 P.S I fell for you Deeper than I could.

With LOVEs

Hidayah

Im Tired

I dont know why... But Im just so tired today. Oversleep and did my best whole day. But nothing was well. One after another... News broke down. I wonder when will all this madness end...

Everything I done till today never seems to impress you. No matter what theres always something you are mad about. Only if you know how much it hurts. Maybe you will one day realise how much I do to still be here.

Hearing the theory from u made me feel unwanted in my past. What did I do to deserve that? I always told myself it because they are not good enough for me n dont deserve me. But now... I dont know what I am...

Im taking everything in. I dont know how much more I can take before it stop.
Only if everything could stop for a moment. I maybe able to breath.
Now im just tired. So exhausted. To be honest I also dont know why im so tired.

P. S years since I had someone that know.

Love
Hidayah

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well school again.. without him ard school. its still diff.

 i duno if im gona get use to it any time soon but ill try.

Whats interesting about today?

Well, NSL today. the first any only class of the day.

we ot warn by our lecturer not to press code blue if we are not sure if its really is.

hmmm... im kinda confuse with that term.

so how do i kno if the person need it or not?

whats worst?

 if the client didnt make it they will still be charge for the service

 which may cause more than $400 w/o GST.

* depends on hospitals and country too*

OMG!! wana die also kena charge.

i didt kno thats the amount to live.

imagine after code blue hav futher treatment...

what a pain.

After school whe to bbdc to top up my acc.

more cash out..haix.

off to meet sayang!!!

Surprise him wit his Fav.!

Chewy Junior!

hehe :D

so glad he like it.

im kinda guilty for asking him question that was still kinda bothers me for not knowing.

its still an empty space for me to fill..

but looking in his eyes....

 he is so vulerable...

so cute and sexy!

so lucky to have him by my side

But cant help asking myself why..



The Eyes Stare at Me every single Morning Without Fail.

P.S Anything For a smile :)

With LOVEs

Hidayah

It 1.30 am!!! Omg ! Im still not asleep. Need to be in school in less than 7 hours!!!
Its so really warm!!!!seriously! Cold showet too many times today. Im catching a cold again even before recovering.

P. S how I wish I could re-live that wonderful night...

With LOVEs
Hidayah

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couple wallet

Been a while since last post.  Well holiday too busy with medical appointment and having fun while I still can.

So just got a new wallet from the wallet shop l!!! Thank you sayang. I love it. What make it more special that its from u n its couple!!! So sweet of u to want to use a wallet wit same design as me. I still ask myself why u so sweet!!!

The weather these days are so warm. How I wish the weather is like genting coolung but not to cold like winter countries. Just nice for me to go to bed. Hehe off to bed now!

P.S I love the little things u do
With LOVEs
Hidayah

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exams are done. its holiday time!

so on sunday wen for picnic wit my dearest ppl.
will upload pic soon.as most of the pics are in <3 camera.

Feeling so sick but that didnt stop me n <3 to go for Anderson's yesterday before Kak Nusrat Wedding.

yup. 2 days in a row of anderson's n i still want it.

just that i cant take it. my sorethroat is killing me!

yup.killer!

its <3 1st anderson's according to him. hmm but it seems like he kows how to order well yesterday.

Isnt he the cutest boife ever! hehe

Couple Fondue!!! <3

 

we had Banana Crunch,

Belgian Chocolate Chip,
Cookies 'N' Cream,

Strawberries 'N' Cream &

Some rasberry flavor i never tried.

and still not a fan of it.

At the end of the day i realise how much i love being his stalker! haha. took dozens of his pics.

he is just too adorable.

P.S congrats kak nusrat on ur wedding may u n ur hubby have a blissful marriage.

With LOVEs

Hidayah

It only 10.30. doing my revision and my CTAIP report due monday.

But im missing Love so much.

only if he is in sg. i can text him. at least i can do my report in peace.

now he is in jb.

i wonder what he is doing now.

having fun i hope. really wan him to hav a break from work.

 he hav been working really hard this past 3 week.

i love him for every little thing he does in between.

for now i just have pooh and pictures to hug n look.

tommoro he will be back.

and im so gona hug him tight wen we meet.

haix... i really miss Goldfish!!!!

P.S i feel lost without u!!!

With LOVEs

hidayah