all my fear of us

Well u always ask bout wat we are... Well I wan us to be sumthing more than juz friends but I hav my fears. U ask me if I am afraid that he would be going away after graduation. U ask y am I so different from other gerls. Well... I hav to agree I'm afraid to be alone after u graduate as u mention b4 that u always wanted to be a psychologist. N ur dad is willing to get u to any medical school for that dream if urs... We clearly kno tat I'm gona be here to stay and work after diploma. So it's clear we aren't meant to be. And y I'm I different? Cuz unlike other gerls that u kno back at ur country. I dun care bout wat ppl are doing wit the guys.I hav my own set of rules and games. So I really hope u will understand tat I really dun care wat ur saying and telling me bout ur past life cuz ur ain't in there but ur here. So yea may hav my fear but I kno I'm doing the right thing for a start. With LOVEs. Hidayah