Firstly, Happy Christmas to all my Friend who really celebrate it. haha. yesterday was one of the Best Christmas Eve i ever had in the 18 years of my life. i dun need all the presents like when i was little. i just need you ard with me... this year is the first christmas that i when out not wit family but someone close to me. He is like my Twin, my Other Half and my One and Only.... I love you Ayng...

Its funny that i can just laugh and brup at the same time wit you. and he is the !st who actually respond to my "really really" and wats cuter than that. he made it his own too.. but in Japanese. hehe ^~^

so yea currently im addicted to this song. A Thousand Year by Christina Perri.
i have no idea why. its not like im emo or watever.. but the lyrics is just close to me in ways i hav no idea how... in addition to it. just by hearing it i can just close my eye and imagine im free...
maybe its because im in love... or just love the song...

P.S i cant wait form 31st...

With LOVEs
Hidayah

more than 2 weeks have past... time sure do passby fast... end my attachment already. thats fast. and since my last post. Singapore is going a massive destruction.this is wat happen wen technology fails.. i wonder how what will happen on new year.. wait before that lets look at christmas 1st. i wonder how all y'all do ur christmas shopping wit the taxi n bus fare rising and mrt down.

anyways.. currently doing all my skul stuff that is eating my time.and might cause me not to meet hym n spend anytime wit farah n zul!!! omg i miss having free time. next week is already the camp!!!haix.. now currently im missing his perfomance now... i feel so bad. im like the worst girlfriend ever! haix...

With LOVEs

Hidayah

Mad Mad Madness!

So woke up early in the morning wit massive headache. Now i kno why... Freaking hell! Yesterday incident was posted in stomp.n guess wat? Its by one of our sub-com. Must really be asking for trouble!! So now the whole exco is like going crazy. Lucky fb cannot hear the tone of talking.i can imagine screaming n yelling all the way. Which brings me to meeting on saturday.ohno.i must bring earplugs... *just in case* i dun wana be partially deaf b4 my attachment. ^^

#nowplaying Back to December by Taylor Swift

Its December already? Wow thats fast... December is always the month where all drama come.i hope this year. I will be free from all of it. But i guess i cant escape.early in the morning.. haix...

I miss last night.it was an accident and its our 1st. I dun.mix feelings... one day ill clear this mix feelings and kno wat i want.

For now...i hav to focus on NPSU( events, my project and camp) and upcoming attachment.
Jam pack December!

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A Dream is a Wish

Today was a bit chaos. The Hoodies sale was crazy.cant believe it. Some ppl just dun understand the trouble that we go thru in planing.all they kno is just should saying we should consider this and that.if its easy ppl. Why dont u do it? Without us ard, there wont be any hoodies for u guys! $10 for the hoodies u go find urself that deal. Still wan many colours and y so little stock. Y dont u talk to the high ppl there giv us the money so we can do wat u think was better*which we had considered way long time ago* Damn irritating. U think wat? We no brain and feeling is it?

anyways...Moving on...

Unknowingly....today marks 1 month for us... things
area still in honeymoon period.^~^ didnt see that coming.
Seriously a month!? Thats fast.hehe. ;D

I guess the saying "A Dream Is A Wish Made With My Heart" is true. A year ago i had dreams. But its crazy to even think of it. Maybe its because i had a crush on the another member of ur band. Haiz*wat a waste of time.* now that its in my face.i should live the moment.

Hear the song Skaterboy reminded me of that wild crazy dream. I guess its half true now.its just that im not the singer.hehe.thats totally crazy! Why would i be singing rite?

Anyways now...im otw to Jp to meet my baby boy! ^~^
It seems like so long never meet him. When in reality just meet him about 4 hours ago. Hehe>~<

P.S Wishing for You in My Heart <3

With LOVEs
Hidayah

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Maths + English = I Love You

Yesterday was a hectic day which ended with something so cute.hehe.

So morning had to setup up the last min booth that some ppl tot i cant make it happen on time.now u kno who i am n how i get things done in a week wen u could only do it in 1 month. Btw thanks for the sincere luck u gav.it really help.but what do helps now its u do ur job n giving me the fuck face wen u drop by the booth. Cuz i really hav no mood for ur fuck attitude towards me.

Common test after thats was a disaster for pharmocolgy. Im sure to fail ready.but i can at least score a B for NS1.*i think* and hope thats enough to get me thru the paper.

Otw home...hehe...so cute!he didnt know wats 143 and so i had to do maths n english.hehe! Back to elementary school!!^~^
I dun think i can ever stop smiling with him ard. He is just so adorable!!! He keep saying he is ugly and all but who cares!! He is so adorable to me.

All the little thing about you
Is the reason that makes you
Thats the reason I love you
Its you being you and just you

P.S little moments thats made my day! <3

With LOVEs
Hidayah

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this post is kinda late as this was suppose to be monday post. been too busy to blog.

so finally i got my cotton candy!hehe
and i had it with him..hehe.btw he finally cut his hair. looks cute than b4.hehe
everyday seems to be more exciting for me with hym ard.

isnt he cute?

With LOVEs

Hidayah

messed up shit

Finally!im otw home. Meeting ended at 10.05.wtf!! Today is really not a good day..honestly.i still wonder is it the freaking necklace? Or its just not my day.?

Firstly, i came to school for pathetic 1 hour lecture which was optional cuz some teacher plan to cancel class at the very last freaking minute.
Secondly, i rush thru my whole careplan for the freaking module wen i could do my manpower & facility stuff for prep camp.
Thirdly, came home to a mess of shit! My room is in a mess.my bed is not tidy up. When i clearly tidy up every morning wen i woke up.my carpet have sweets!!! You think funny ar?Seriously...i tot it would be fun to hav relative staying over.but permenantly...?n cuz i nursing u think i ur nursing maid.work in school at home also?what do u think?i happy?
Forthly, meeting sucks!ok i was NPSU freshie. But im an SSC GL.obviously i hav a problem if u talk about ur npsu camp wen we talk bout camp.always compare and reference from last year camp in NPSU. If it wasnt obvious that im lost... then i duno if im still part of u. Whats worst?
Fifth thing on my list. Finding out that im spending my next birthday with u guys. The tot of it is really breaking my heart... honestly. A day after exam and its my birthday.dun i get a break?

The only thing that made my day was him... i miss him now... eventhough i just got to know he will be away the day after my birthday.he will be back the day after i break camp!

Once i reach home.im so gona break down!!

P.S i wish you were here, lonely on this long bus ride home...

With LOVEs
Hidayah

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Double Rainbow

So today is really a lazy Monday morning...
Unlike other Monday, this one is really super lazy one for me.
overslept,late for final theory and only an hour Dr E lecture.
i did do some of my project stuff while waiting for lunch.thats about it...

so yea that was all i did in the morning till school officially end.

So When school ends thats when my day started! :) :)

so meet up with Hym, went to cheer to get drink. but i saw something!hehe!XP
But i didnt get this to read his section anymore cuz....
i read it 2 months ago in the US issue,
1 month ago in the Malaysia issue
and finally!! This is the Singapore Seventeen....

I must be crazy for getting all this...
but oh well... been a fan since i was 8 years old..
which is unbelievable to me myself..

Malaysia, Singapore and Us issue(From the left)

anyways.. highlight of today...

its just simply the time i have with him today...
honestly i feel so special with him.that i can just forget that time have passby.

all i kno this need to stop or at least slow down for us...

i had always wonder when everything started.

all i know is that we never talk to each other when we got to know each other a year ago.

Being caught in the rain...

and he remind me of everything...

Bustop, FB poke to FB chat to FB msg
Texting to Calling, Lunch to Dinner

and im hoping the story will never end..

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

everything about today afternoon is just simple but will be close to me.

*except the music selection of this other couple near us*

they seriously OMG!! nak kata at the beach, Nope!

nak kata at pasar malam, also Nope!
Maybe they lost their way to CG.heheXP

P.S i think i took the right turn.

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Hidayah

BASKIN ROBBIN!!!

I was craving for cotton candy but it wasnt available on the wednesday..haix.. wat a watse. but itsokay. i get to try new flavour. well had chocolate triology and of course i will hav one of my fav. flavour too. Citrus mix!!heheXP

I know that one of his fav ice cream is solero. but i didnt kno he would actually hav citrus too...
its seems like.i can just eat watever i want witout thinking if he also prefer it or not. cuz at the end of the day. it seems like i duno.he too like wat i like.
In addition to the ice cream.our choice for maggi is also the same. except for asam laksa which i only hav it if my atuk hav it. atuk cook asam laksa maggi nice. so its a must have for me!!:)

*His 1st Baskin Robbin*

Chocolate Triology & Citrus Mix!!!

<3<3

P.S i want cotton candy ice cream!!

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hidayah

Its been a while since my last update. but things have been going well so far.. :)
Honestly... things cant get any better for me... so yea. u can call me happygirl93!hehe XP

We went out on Monday. I really hav fun just sitting and talking while he gets to try some of my fav junk food! Garret FTW!!! Its amazing how i can just be the crazy and talkative me with him... even though he cant giv me all that he want to.. to me the time i hav with him is what made my day special everyday. Im glad i found someone like him that can make me look forward for everyday...

So here some pics from monday.. P.S im falling for u faster than i thought..

With LOVEs

hidayah

First neoprints

Days have passby...
And everyday is a even better day for me *except the fact that im falling ill*
Everyday is getting more and more exciting to me.
Im already looking forward for school these days.
And the reason is You!! =)

Anyways here are the lovely pics that we had taken from the very special day of the year...<3

P.S i must have done something right along the way...

With LOVEs

Hidayah

First School Night Date

Today have been one of the most exciting and memorable day of my life!
I never thought that this can actually happen to me:)
Honestly... i gave up on fairytales and happy ending...

But...

With you, I can't believe I could have a Second Chances at LOVE:)
I know its too soon...
But...

I am willing to try, to care and to be with someone like YOU:)
This is like a long lost dream came true...

All Thanks To You...

Currently...I'm like over the Moon going crazy...
And im looking forward to everyday.hehe:)
I didnt even wear any make up*except eyeliner* or dress, up and all to actually go out with him.
i just have to be me!<3

The cute thing is he uses 'Victory League!'

I duno why i just gets attracted to it. since the 1st day I know that scent.

I guess its like a glass slipper for cinderella.haha XP

I have no idea what im typing now.
so took neoprints too!<3

*memories that I'll keep close to me*
and we walk home...

thats the first...
stop by TJ green to talk and all.

anyways now.....

IT's OFFICIAL!!!!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

P.S I'm Falling For You <3

With LOVEs
Hidayah

Breezy Sunday Morning

Phone die on me last night while I was about to reply someone's text. Thank goodness he didn't mind. But the crazy thing about last night was someone followed me on twitter. Which was like crazy unexpected. If this happen before everythin. I would go all crazy over it but now I'm like yay he followed me on twitter and the next min. I kinda forgot about twitter. No effect. Hahaha. Sorry but it's kinda too late already.plus he is in the city of love. I'm sure he hangs out wit many girls after training in Paris.

So currently I'm still at ECP. Just done packing n i want to go home so that I can charge my Hp and text someone. And do all the supplier calls that need to be done. Haix... It seems like the workload is never done for me.

P.S i must be crazy at the moment when I decide to be part of something big.

With LOVEs
Hidayah

Halloween Friday

Lot 10 @ KL

Finally its Friday!! Is been such a long week n i just need the weekend right now...

but today was not as bad as i expected friday 3 hours break to be. :)

Laugh the whole hour till my cheek went cramp! and wen to NS1 lesson with the cramp smiley face like some crazy person. :D



honestly at times i feel like im dreaming and this is just a fairytale wish that i made everynight when i sleep..if it is..plz dun ever wake me up... its been so long since the incident and i have to let go...but at times im unsure about this fear...For now i can just hope and pray that things in life hav change for the better like how its been so far this year.



P.S today was one of the smiley days i had ever had in ages...

if the moon fell down

Its been while since i post anything here.so whats the update??

Well i cant get this friend of an old friend of mine.i guess its the future is never certain. If u dun talk and it seems impossible to hav a conversation with that someone. It doesnt mean it will stay that way...

Its been weeks since we bump into each other after months of actually had an outing which we didnt interact wit each other.i cant believe at that moment i had a crush on one of the other guys. Well... i guess i was blind by looks and had a crush.

He might look like a typical mat rep.but personally think he is a total gentlemen. Too bad ppl just see him as a guitarist.eg my bro.

Either way i feel like i had done something right to deserve a second chance of knowing him again...

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UPDATES!!!
so this post is super late.
well this is 24 September.
BFF's 18 Birthday!
guess wat we did?

any ideas?

Give up?

We watched ABDUCTION!!! Watch TDL in action <3!!
isnt he charming!!

speaking of charming...

we got new charms!!! <3!!


and NeoPrints!!

Birthday girl testing out her new phone camera.

not bad quality eh.

I wana get a new gadget too...

I WANT BLOGGIE!!!!

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HIDAYAH

Like finally!! I get to post using the comp.

so anyways...this is a post about

RAYA '11

so 1st day is Grey(ReNatus!!!Wohoo!) & Black!

But whats so shocking.this year im the one who pick the colour.

Firstly when to johor baru to meet my mom side.

and as usual we are the CRAZY bunch.

so i had tons of fun camwhoring.

The GERLz of the Family!

The Pure Camwhore of the Family!;p

then off to dad's side..

sadly...

Didnt get to see Cuzzie Buzzie..

So second Open House this year is Najib' House!!

Get to meet my BFFs at the same time!

Najib's House Forte!

Chocolate Fondue!!!

Besties In PINK! <3

*Pretty Right?*

Second Shot! <3

PURPLE And PINK!

Us again!!

And.. Again! :p

The 3rd open house was the next day.

And guess who`s house is it?
D!NG!!!

D!ng and Me!

Well this is the funny part.

Me n Najib, we wore the same color.

sunguh tidak di plan.

If plan last time a sucess.

Its either me or him last min change our mind.

some of us..

Like Family Photo only.

Getting Ready to play Bunga Api!! Yeah!

but the night wasnt complete... zul wasnt there.

due to his flight to Cambodia the next day. he really need the rest.

well thats all for raya updats for now. the 4th Open house is this weekend!

To Ms Fiza house!!!

siap ar dier...hehe:)

P.S I miss B3LL many many..hope ur doing well in Cambodia... :)

With LOVEs

Hidayah

Questions in my mind

People say...
If your jealous, means u like that someone.
If your your angry, it doesnt mean that your angry because you hate that someone.
But they say your angry because you care for that someone.
If we know that someone for too long, you will get bored of that someone.

So what if im jealous when he meets other girls, i rarely get angry with him.i known him more than half my life but only now i am actually talking to him in person.
Does what people say count?

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So this are the updates from NDP '11....

we meet up and take a ride to raffles!

we had neoprints taken!

P.S i miss that day..

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hidayah

Who do you turn to when your down?the ultimate answer from a normal person would be my family and friends of course.but this is the crazy part....i dun really hav that answer. Most of problems.come from family.n friends...are more of backstabbing bitches who just love to see u crash. Bffs?they are there when i need them but they dun really hav a solution for me at times.differences in life maybe the reason.so how do i answer that? Only god knows how.

P.S thanks strangers....

With LOVEs
Hidayah

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boredom

So long since i blog...haiz..NPSU is taking most of my time.i cant believe it man.im like so worn out.now currently in school waiting for my peeps for more projects.its like only the 3rd week of school n in two weeks we are having exams n gd bye 2.2! 2.1 here i come.im like digging my own grave.

Anyways...today is HS day!!cant wait to see the Elites dance crew do their thing.so saded that im unable to join them thanks to my injury. Tailbone!plz recover fast.i wana sit n stand n climb without pain.

This friday is my NPSU Investiture!omg.cant believe im actually gona be officially in the exco.seem unreal.but like i mention earlier.taking most of my time.

P.S i miss being in Student Sports Council.i miss Sports Camp 11/12. I MiSS My ReNatuS BabIEs!but...haix

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Hidayah

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Okay.this is kinda what hell. I just found out his eldest sister and my mom work in the same ward!!! n thank goodness i didnt follow my mum to her colleague birthday 2 months ago. It turn out to be his sister.

I wonder if i had went to the party.

Would he remember me?

Would he notice me at that time?

Would he talk to me at that time?

Would he still be talking to me now?

Would he?

Anyways...at time it kinda didnt bother me much.due to my crazy schedule.i dun think i hav time to hav drama.i need time to stop or just slow down a bit.

P.S Happy 16th Birthday to my Baby Sister n Happy Fathers` Day to my Dad!!! I <3 U guys!

4th day of make up 1.2b attachment.I swear I feel like sleeping now. I'm like a zom
bie now standing at mrt station waiting for 1st train. 5 more mins seems like another 5 hours. Plus its raining.n the lunar eclipse is still going on for another 1 n half hour.but I wonder how ppl see it.its raining.I see no moon here!. Lucky I never stay up to watch the full eclipse this morning. Or else ill really be a zombie at werk. But guess what?I on my ipod. N the 1st song I hear I Zombie from The Canberries.I'm like wth? Like kno only I feel like a zombie in the morning. Haiz...I hope today will be different.its like the freaking 2nd last day in this attachment in 11b.omg I prefer 8c better.I miss CI Grace!!

P.S this cute guy in the station is like staring at me.wth?ntg esle to look at in the morning is it?!

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Hidayah

Its been more than a month since I last update. Omg!!! I can't believe time flies so freaking fast. So 1 term hav pass. Common test was okay....school has been great. Even thought I didn't get
to become the committee of the student sports council this year... I guess life hav better plans ahead.n yup.sure it hav. I'm now one of the Ngee Ann Poly Student Union Exercutive Committee member.hehe skip being a sub committee. Well.I guess I need to catch up more on SU side n watch my word with both SC n SU peeps. Unless I wana die fast.*which can be part of the plan*


Seconly.28 may was the D&D for SSC.

Ahmad, Reen, Me N the TWINS! Haqiz N Hazim

Zinger Buddies!:)

RizzyBoy!<3

SPORTS CAMP REVIVAL CGLs N CCs!!! ME n rizvan

it was a gd nite.not as expected.wish my ReNatus was there.but cant hope too much on that.very disappointed with them.

Recently was pumpfest.

n someone kinda caught my attetion. But that wasn't my intention there. Besides he is taken by one of my old friend.so way out of hand. It all started by a friendly comment on a pic. Fb msg. Then Fb chat. Msn n now " texty texty"*his adorable line which is so act cute!* so now I'm in dead trouble. She always complain to me about their problem. N now. I maybe their problem. This will take a lot of Drama...Where as with K is diff. It takes a lot of miracle...

P.S If u were given a choice to make... which will it be? Drama or Miracle?

With LOVEs
Hidayah