i bloody dun get what is actually going on...its like we are falling apart.i wish this could all go away.i meant at times he is in my mind and then he is gone.n soon out of my life i think if we continue to this...

Hey..wat going? Ill tell u wat going on..well 5 days ago was 1st monthsary..well its fine with me he doesn't do this kinda stuff.so today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY to hym...but...I'm out wit my nprc peeps n I'm having the time of my life....I dun miss hym at all.not even a bit...is it just me of its just so plain between us...well besides hym only...haiz...nevermind...now curently in the train wondering wats life is like wen I actually hav sumone ard....like really ard...

Anyways...me naz n nikki got some wristband according to our colour...n without us realising.the tag actually hav a msg for each of us....well..naz is a peason hu is forgetable n also not gd wit names.well kinda...so...the band say.."forget me not"....as for nikki...she is a negative thinking person...so the band msg was "think wonderful thoughts" I hope that will remind her to be positive during competition...n as for me the msg is "follow your heart<3" so..I guess I kinda agree that I dun actually follow my heart... n now I think I'm stuck in a moment....like the past..

P.S Happy Birthday Josh....and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NAZ!!!

With LOVEs
Hidayah