hey ppl!its been such along time since i update this blog.prelims is next week.well feeling unwell lately.so wen to the doctor a few days back.n got to kno i lost too much blood for the past 2 months.n advise to go ANE.but i didnt see the need so made appointment instead.so today referred to hospital today.felt so giidy n tired. so have to take medication every day again. and today was like the most unlucky day for the whole class for the record.

i dun wana mention who.but becuz of a person.the whole class kena spot check n guess what.mine hp got confisicated but got help.thank godness.so some of us got abit lucky.as got sumthing save n by throwing the hp sumwhere but didnt make it becuz got spoted.haha.silly move.but a nice try.

so now im so addicted to `send it on` i duno y but im loving the song n i miss talking to sumone.i wish he is here now.a werewolf n wish he bring the hot vampire along.hehe.i wana fall in love with a sexy vampire...

P.S esok puase!!

With LOVEs
hidayah

hey ppl.so today was national day celebration in skul.half day.so get to do sumthing else besides studying.haha.as next onwards life will end.as in we hav no life. haha skul end at 5.30pm.damn it.haha...

so today sat wit mr cozy at the gallery.haha we were bored but i still had fun.while having breakfast.we texted each other.i was shock wen he said sumone was frowning. while looking at us?wth at first for me.but recalling the way he look at me while im waitting for my mum n how he look into the car as we pass by.i felt nothing.i guess he is nothing now.

so at noon wen SHOPPING!at vivo city.haha.so got a new hair straightener!haha but still think of wat mr cozy is doing.he`s at causeway n i am at vivo.he meet a friend n im doing shopping.haha.n now chating wit hym cuz my pp8 low.damn it.haha ill miss hym lor.

P.S life is sweeter

With LOVEs
hidayah

im feeling better every second
but better doesnt mean had forgotten yesterday
i wana feel better every second
but im stuck just like some other days
you may think its OK and its alright.
infact is better without you here.

so here i am again
finding all my ways
trying to get away
im not gona harm myself again
even if i had to lose my nights
with the empty heart

you told me that you loved me but
you told me that you need me but
its just another game
and here i am again
trying to find my way
to that bright light

im wana be fine,
but my heart is bleeding,
you may not see me cry.
as im always smiling outside.
you never see me cry
infact u didnt boreder
to open up your eye to see
all these pain you put me in.

so here i am again
finding all my ways
trying to get away
im not gona harm myself again
even if i had to lose my nights
with tthe empty heart

now hate this love that you needed
now i hate the fact that i dont hate you
eventhough my heart is empty
i am with the empty heart.

Sorry, i know its kinda late but i finally got sum software fix n now able to uplaod pics again.so this are so highlights for RHD.

its been more than a week since i last blog.many had happen especially in skul.i jus needed sumbody.well since he isnt there anymore y should i think of it.since he wants a bitch.a bloody bitch is on the way to his hell where he will never forget her till the end of time.maybe some may hate me for this.but i am doing wat i my shattered heart says.

so the whole class is banned from writing conclusion in ss thank to some ppl.haix...sad sey well it didnt bother me much as i dun reali write it.no time.reali no time.i fail ss becuz no time to write thank to bad tummy ache during the test.well but recently im becuming a maths freak!once i start the maths tys i cant stop.i need help lar sey.sumone stop me.plz....so today wen to jp wit amirul n zul to get some stuff.well it was an important thing hope he wont lose it.or a tragic stuff would happen.ithink.

YOU BROKE ME ONCE,
U ASK FOR A CHANCE.
YOU BROKE ME TWICE,
I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD LIE.
NOW YOU HAVE COMPLETELY DESTROY ME,
THERE WONT BE THE OLD ME AGAIN.

SINCE YOU WANTED THE PERSON,
THE PERSON ON THE OTHER SIDE,
WHEN HERE I AM FORCING MYSELF,
NOT TO CRY IN THE BEGINNING EACH DAY,
WHEN I HEAR YOUR LAUGHTER,
IT WAS HAPPINESS TO YOU,
BUT IT WAS MUSIC OF MY BROKEN HEART.

EVERY MORNING...
EVERY NIGHT...
MUSIC WHISPER TO MY EARS,
ITS THE CONFESSION OF THE BROKEN HEART.

P.S An other day have pass.

With LOVEs
hidayah