Hey PPl.well today is racial harmony day.becuz of yesterday, today wasnt really the day i had expected much earlier. i juz hate the person to the core tat when his shirt got pen marks i didnt offer to help.let it be.thats the best thing to do rite?but b4 i knew that JH was wearing his baju,i felt as if i had seen the exact one wit dirt mark from last year racial harmony day wen he lied down on the dirty floor of the music terrace.wen i help JH to fold the sleeve, i felt the past rush thru me.its like i had place my skin on this fabric b4.once the accident happen.my day just wen worse.so end of the day want to take some pics wit his friends.but one of them said that he would only take if the i would take a pic wit that person.which i never want anymore.the only thing i ever wanted.

after that wen to meet up wit amirul,hambali n my sis to take more pics.wen to eat at KFC, n now here i am.so im now feeling hollow inside n nervous for tommoro.thinking wat if i couldnt hear or get confuse during the listening compre.i need to learn to calm my mind agian.its harder each day...

P.S i swore that ill will never ever...

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Hidayah

hey ppl.long time since my last post.many things happen.firstly...to the person,

thank for everything.
now i see your true colours,
i guess your dont reali have much colour in you.
ur black n blank so noting much.
jus an empty hole of darkness,
which had made something,
something important to me.
emtpy tonight.

i guess i had fallen,
fallen for this rabbit hole,
since the 1st time i saw you.
the pass 2 years i though i knew u.
but your nothing but failure,
jus wat u say u are since we met.

i had always imagine this darkness,
to be a rainbow shinning on the blue sky.
now i see darkness in the stormy night.
i wish the dreams had shatter forever,
as for now i know,
dreams do can be broken but...
HOPE has never seen a rainbow...


well today.i guess wat i had to say is here.now im going to be as childish as the person that i needed to forget eveything.u broke me once,twice n now its forever.i guess i should stop here...lots of things to think of.

P.S im a just an another girl wishing for that raindow

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HIdayah

stupid oven stuff we need to redo the SL project.damn it lahbut hu cares i did my part let the rest do it rite?giv others the chance to get involve so i relax je.haha.
imissing 2354 damn it lah.i duno y but he juz stuck my like the lightning in the stormy days wen im down.well im still not thinking of the past so wateva.

listening compre is next wednesday.omg! O level is getting close.im not ready for anything yet.but im making improving in some area now.thank goodness...

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hidayah

hey ppl.well O lvl is less than 80 day.haix.getting more bz nowadays. class till like 5++.wtf but for all i care still need to go.so i guess i will be blogging once a week now.well or i guess leave tis blog dead.

so tis week is like a shocker week.first some hair stuff.instant beauty then hands omg ur in class ppl.next week i duno wat esle. n guess wat i guess hollywood isnt the onli place for gossip gerl.here in singapore in my skul too..i hope nothing goes wrong on monday.

P.S every night on the monday ill visit the same spot that i hate

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hidayah

hey ppl!btw b4 i forget happy belated birthday Fahim!so yesterday went swimming at safra.quite fun especially since irryan was there.1 more week to my bro his 2 birthday party.this sunday actauli.so less than that.i cant wait.haha kids!wat can u ask for more?smiling all the way is so fun to be wit them.i sound like a women.my gosh.haha so sunburn again.as normal.

so today i got a great surprize.Jia Si got extention.haha instant hair.haha.kys was like asking me if i still hav extentions on.haha i went like..heh?-.-" i dun wear any extention now ppl.the lenght of my hair now is my real hair.

so after skul.didnt reali study for bioloy focused test so tot wana eat fast n study.but no.some ppl juz have to disturb me.wth.i reali having ahard time forget time.n they are making me remember all the times.damn it.i wana juz walk away but stomach too hungry.so bear wit it.a little bit longer and ill be fine.

so recent ly two songs are stuck in my head.damn it ill be humming it to myself like an idiot.i reali need to stop this.O lvls cuming.n guess wat farah text me bout todays O lvls topic.about merokok.damn it i wana this topic lah can so easy.so many examples around me.the past n even maybe now.i guess.still hav a pis of sumone smoking at the stairs candid.hehes.aniways i gtg n study for geo ft.haix....sedih sey

P.S ill be fine...

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hidayah

hey ppl.wazzup!haha juz got back from bugis.helping my mum to get her outfit for her dinner n dance next week n last min,my mum plan to hav my bro birthday wit my baby cuzzy.so wth?haha its a party wat can i say.juz enjoy lor.

anyway in sick n tried of skul n hw n the h1n1 thingy.i wana juz run away!!!i guess this post is short cuz i aint got anything to say.

P.S i juz wana be you!

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hidayah

hey reader!today was actualy kinda nerve racking as its was the malay oral.in my head i wen like "O lvl oral is like anny other oral" but my heart was beating fast.n i blew it.malay english both i lantak.last min i ask the ones taking today.wats home based learning in malay but no oe knew.what a waste.if not i think i wont use malay.n i didnt reali use bahasa baku but pasar.so the market.im so gona flung malay.

this pass few days.felt a bit lonely.well i guesss sumone reali reminded me the pass.omg i miss the past dearly...some may be saying wth so do i.well gtg n study tomoro focused test im not ready!

P.S shouldn`t said no

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hidayah