who will it be?

its been such a long time since the last time i blog...well i guess new year isnt what i expect it to be.the first day of the new year is the day of my first guilty day of the year too...im so confuse with what i want..or what i feel or anything...

im really sorry for what happen...i never tot this could happen cuz u two said to me tat watever my choice is..as long as im happy u guys are happy.i love both of u but this situation is making me sick of love again...especially after i just let a guy to my life again.

i dont get it
why is love so mess up?
i dont get it
why you both said it`s okay,
when it`s not...

i am a not a supergirl
that can help you when u mess up,
because i too get mess up myself
i am not a vampiregirl
that doesnt mind what people say,
because i do have a soul and feeling...

P.S what choice do i have?



With LOVEs
hidayah