So..weeks past by.n I still am wondering wat he thinks....could it be?could it be?so wat would be? I hav been wondering y is it so hard to talk bout this...I mean...it was not this hard b4.oh how I wish I kno wat to do...I never felt this way b4. I hope ill find ans soon...

WELCOME DECEMBER!!!!!

so now im back to december, i have turn around and im gonna make it alright...

so today is the 1st day of the last month of the year. The best month in the year too... So today is the beginning of the a new month n preparation to a new year.hehe..so anyways...hehe.waited for december count down n ended up sleeping.hehe..at exactly 12.00 today.tats the 1st min of december...im sure of this.haha due to text msg from yayat.hehe...so texted hym at 12.00 and he replied at 12.01..tat means i fell asleep in netween tat min.haha..well it may sound lame her.but to think of it..it is quite hilarious.

i had the pharmocology paper.it was quite easy...better than wa i expected.hehe..then had lunch wit D!NG N B3LL...any some catch up times and then had ice cream with farah...n as usual strawberry is our pick n the new walls ice cream impress us.hehe. so here i am.infront of the comp.and doing my NR literature..haiz..well everything is alright when im with everything i need...hehe..anyways almost a month since last post.many thing hav happen as usual...me begin single is not a surprize and so... im having the time of my life... anyway hu need a guy hu thinks of hymself...so we are in december!so hu cares..

P.S im loving december!

With LOVEs

Hidayah

i bloody dun get what is actually going on...its like we are falling apart.i wish this could all go away.i meant at times he is in my mind and then he is gone.n soon out of my life i think if we continue to this...

Hey..wat going? Ill tell u wat going on..well 5 days ago was 1st monthsary..well its fine with me he doesn't do this kinda stuff.so today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY to hym...but...I'm out wit my nprc peeps n I'm having the time of my life....I dun miss hym at all.not even a bit...is it just me of its just so plain between us...well besides hym only...haiz...nevermind...now curently in the train wondering wats life is like wen I actually hav sumone ard....like really ard...

Anyways...me naz n nikki got some wristband according to our colour...n without us realising.the tag actually hav a msg for each of us....well..naz is a peason hu is forgetable n also not gd wit names.well kinda...so...the band say.."forget me not"....as for nikki...she is a negative thinking person...so the band msg was "think wonderful thoughts" I hope that will remind her to be positive during competition...n as for me the msg is "follow your heart<3" so..I guess I kinda agree that I dun actually follow my heart... n now I think I'm stuck in a moment....like the past..

P.S Happy Birthday Josh....and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NAZ!!!

With LOVEs
Hidayah

So..as u can see..theres a cake n we are in malay clothing...well... Its RAYA and its Farah`s birthday! hehe.*all three colour contrasting*

so 1stly.naz reach 1st like freaking early.which i like!hehe.then wen to get ice like any other open house..n since its raya we got fire works too.so then ruben bear bear came wit nas. and eat while for zul!to get cake for farah..we got so bz wit the picture for the card which we kinda forgot about the time.hehe.all we kno farah appeared.hehe..so had more food n cake n a whole lot of fun!!! bff since forever...*i still miss childhood of not having the need to grow up*

us again

^^ im always the random crazy one.

Farah will be *PEACE*

Zul will be the *HUH??*(with the blank expression)

NAZ!!the batu gilerzzz.ALE!!!

love the colors!!

P.S HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY to my one and only D!NG BESTIE!!!ily

With LOVEs

Hidayah