Heart Talk

Its been a while i last post anything.
But today i just had to express it somewhere.
Had a chat with Z earlier on.
Little did i know that it would be a very deep and a slap in the face conversation.

I really feel i have been too caught up in the past that i have forgotten all the blessing i have right infront of me.
Now that i know your real feelings.
I cant help but wonder even more.
I feel like i have been such an ass.
You are too sweet, always been there for me especially all the emotional late night call.
If only i knew the reason why back then.
Will i be where i am today with you?

Ill also pray for ur safety at work.
I know the recent finding isn't what we hope for.
Hopefully this wont be the reason we are apart in the future.
As we spoke earlier,  i am seriously  scared.The fear is unreal.
I really have no idea what wrong  but it really does bother me everytime it came to my mind.
Sharing it with you. I felt like a load of my shoulder.
All this made me realised a couple of things.
How much u meant to me.
Why i do feel lost without you.

So now how do we go from here?
I know we cant turn back time.
Hopefully in a few months time, everything will be smoother for ur journey.
Just know no matter what happens.
Im still here for you

The 1989 World Tour

 After Months of waiting.

Finally.

Farah's Birthday present.

Kept the ticket away from her from the day I bought it till her Birthday Dinner in September.
The best part... she had no idea.
Knowing how much she love tay tay how can I go to the 1989 tour without her.
Money we all can work for it, Besties like her I cant.

Love ya babe.

 

So...was on morning shift that day.

Seriously the most exciting shift ever.
Cuz one consultant of mine told one of my patients during round that Taylor might be visiting the ward.
Maintain cool...
Infront of the patient. out of the door I wana scream.
Sadly, Taylor couldn't make it this tour.
Hopefully next tour... well we hav to wait maybe another 5 years due to rumor that's going around that she is taking a break from the limelight after the 1989 tour.
She deserve the rest and quality family time.
Ill be waiting for the next album.

 

 The Merchs sold that night was like goring pisang panas.

so fast no size.

Partly I believe that those going for Day 2 came by day 1 to get them.

So we Day 1 ppl must come early on day 2 to get it if we want it.
Lucky for me a colleague of mine was on AL.
So she came super early to get herself and me some of these merchs.

 

  

1 year updates

...

So much had happen for the past 1 year since
1. Firstly, we both are working full time. No more NS. Love ORD. Yessah!
But i feel worst because our working schedule is even worst that NS schedule. 
Back then at least i kno he is free on weekends.
Now i have to wait for both our roster and pray hard at least 1 of our request date is granted so that we can have quality time to go out and explore new places to eat and shop.

2. Every couple dream.
We decided to apply for our own place using the BTO scheme.
And yes...
It was successful.
And thats where no.3 comes in.

3. We got engaged!
Hehe.
The day after my Birthday this year.
I guess its true in Singapore,
The Best proposal isnt
"Will you marry me?"
It is
"Will you BTO with me?"

Ice Skate

 

 

OTRA