SimplyMIE....Hidayah!

2012-01-25T11:39:00.001+08:00

Currently in class now. But the day isn't the same without my lovebird. Seriously worried now. Last night he had migraine. That make me more worry.

How I wish I'm by his side taking care of him now instead of being stuck in this tutorial interpreting the ABGs lab results. Which is very confusing and killing my brain cells.

P.S Hope Syng msg me soon..

With LOVEs
Hidayah

Jurong Bird Park

2012-01-22T14:12:00.008+08:00

So... what did i do on weekends?
Spent more time with people i love <3
this weekend was no exception. We went to
Jurong Bird Park!
and had tons of crazy fun there. the last time i wen there, i was just a year old.
that was on 1st May 1994.
thats like 18 years ago! o.O
So.. the plan was we get going at 9 am. but at 9am...
as usual we all just woke up.
kecian syng had to wait in the living room for the whole house to get ready.
i even had time to curl my hair while waiting for my family to get ready.
thats how slow we are. imagine.

so at ard 10.30 we are out of the house!

The night before i had this crazy idea of looking thru old pic & laugh at myself.
thanks to Syng... i get a chance to spent time and share the past with him.
we plan to take pics from the same place i took 18 years ago.
that didnt go well but i had a GREAT TIME!
Just dissapointed with the monorail ride... :(

Anyways here are some pics from JBP!

Mie with
Blue Amazon!!!

So many Love in this picture and i Love it! <3
I just love how this Bird sit down n chillex with the legs look as if its broken.
arent u impress by this little nature? i find it cool!!

isnt it pretty with that little cute crown on it?hehe :)
Syng making friends!
* he is just so cute with everything dont u think?*
this was the funny part. Mom was just sitting wen the bird went up to her.
lucky the bird is not hungry. if it is comfirm kena attack ready.

First Picture Spot!

The WaterFall!!!

So Cute!!! ^~^

Mommy and Daddy!
just like 18 years ago
*mom just sexier without my bro in the tummy & dad now cuter with the tummy*

i guess they switch places...? hehe :P

Thats the new couple!hehe.
*imagine 18 years from now i got back to JBP? how funny that would be?*
*from the left*
My Bro, Syng, me, my cousin, my Sis

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
We even got the chance to feed the Lorries!!!

*i miss Kuning and Putih... i still remember their bond and how Putih grieve for 2 days after Kuning died infront of us... only if i could stop them from growing old.... i hope both my lovebirds are reunited in somewhere full of Love after taking care of them for 8 years*

P.S i miss my Lovebird and Lovebirds...

With LOVEs
Hidayah

2012-01-16T03:11:00.002+08:00

Chingay in the morning..

Family afternoon with <3 ard.
Playing monopoly deal and eating all day.
Spending time at the Beach and crazy day.

Love Look So Cute!!! ^~^

so yea. more monoploy deal thru the night
and one freezing sunday morning.

But it was all worth it...

How i wish every weekend is like this...
Spending Whole of Weekend with Azwan is really...
The Best thing I ever.

I now cant wait for Saturday!
I not only able to see LoveBirds!
But....
Spent time with my own LoveBird!^~^

P.S its gona be a damn busy week.

With LOVEs

Hidayah

Friday the 13th

2012-01-13T23:47:00.004+08:00

Can i say that Friday the 13 isnt really true but i can be Scary?
Well... the whole of today didnt really wen well.
NR wiki is due today by 5pm but what the FREAKIES!!!
Some of my member still hav not done a damn thing.
so yea my break was burn thanks to this.

Wiki Poster is such a pain in the ASS!!!

it cant save everytime wen i wana sumbit my werk. like WTH! so little time still giv me problem to handle. seriously last warning.

thanks to NR i didnt really study for NS1 test which was after break. i got the qn but not the ans. how dumb can i be rite?

then off to NSL and Shirt sale.
Last day of the sale like a finally!!!

but that wasnt the thing that went wrong. it was some ex exco member stupid move that made the whole committee to went mad.
i kinda feel bad for those running the event. one of them is <3
i feel bad that we had to take all the talkies away.

Otw home, something OMG happen.
we took the same bus with <3 parents. hope they didnt see anything that we did.

i seriously feel so weak now. i fear of wat his parents will think of me...
i hope tomorro will be a better day...

P.S one hell of Friday the 13th

With LOVEs

Hidayah

2011-12-25T17:54:00.002+08:00

Firstly, Happy Christmas to all my Friend who really celebrate it. haha. yesterday was one of the Best Christmas Eve i ever had in the 18 years of my life. i dun need all the presents like when i was little. i just need you ard with me... this year is the first christmas that i when out not wit family but someone close to me. He is like my Twin, my Other Half and my One and Only.... I love you Ayng...

Its funny that i can just laugh and brup at the same time wit you. and he is the !st who actually respond to my "really really" and wats cuter than that. he made it his own too.. but in Japanese. hehe ^~^

so yea currently im addicted to this song. A Thousand Year by Christina Perri.
i have no idea why. its not like im emo or watever.. but the lyrics is just close to me in ways i hav no idea how... in addition to it. just by hearing it i can just close my eye and imagine im free...
maybe its because im in love... or just love the song...

P.S i cant wait form 31st...

With LOVEs
Hidayah

2011-12-18T19:37:00.003+08:00

more than 2 weeks have past... time sure do passby fast... end my attachment already. thats fast. and since my last post. Singapore is going a massive destruction.this is wat happen wen technology fails.. i wonder how what will happen on new year.. wait before that lets look at christmas 1st. i wonder how all y'all do ur christmas shopping wit the taxi n bus fare rising and mrt down.

anyways.. currently doing all my skul stuff that is eating my time.and might cause me not to meet hym n spend anytime wit farah n zul!!! omg i miss having free time. next week is already the camp!!!haix.. now currently im missing his perfomance now... i feel so bad. im like the worst girlfriend ever! haix...

With LOVEs

Hidayah

Mad Mad Madness!

2011-12-01T10:45:00.001+08:00

So woke up early in the morning wit massive headache. Now i kno why... Freaking hell! Yesterday incident was posted in stomp.n guess wat? Its by one of our sub-com. Must really be asking for trouble!! So now the whole exco is like going crazy. Lucky fb cannot hear the tone of talking.i can imagine screaming n yelling all the way. Which brings me to meeting on saturday.ohno.i must bring earplugs... *just in case* i dun wana be partially deaf b4 my attachment. ^^

#nowplaying Back to December by Taylor Swift

Its December already? Wow thats fast... December is always the month where all drama come.i hope this year. I will be free from all of it. But i guess i cant escape.early in the morning.. haix...

I miss last night.it was an accident and its our 1st. I dun.mix feelings... one day ill clear this mix feelings and kno wat i want.

For now...i hav to focus on NPSU( events, my project and camp) and upcoming attachment.
Jam pack December!

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A Dream is a Wish

2011-11-30T18:36:00.001+08:00

Today was a bit chaos. The Hoodies sale was crazy.cant believe it. Some ppl just dun understand the trouble that we go thru in planing.all they kno is just should saying we should consider this and that.if its easy ppl. Why dont u do it? Without us ard, there wont be any hoodies for u guys! $10 for the hoodies u go find urself that deal. Still wan many colours and y so little stock. Y dont u talk to the high ppl there giv us the money so we can do wat u think was better*which we had considered way long time ago* Damn irritating. U think wat? We no brain and feeling is it?

anyways...Moving on...

Unknowingly....today marks 1 month for us... things
area still in honeymoon period.^~^ didnt see that coming.
Seriously a month!? Thats fast.hehe. ;D

I guess the saying "A Dream Is A Wish Made With My Heart" is true. A year ago i had dreams. But its crazy to even think of it. Maybe its because i had a crush on the another member of ur band. Haiz*wat a waste of time.* now that its in my face.i should live the moment.

Hear the song Skaterboy reminded me of that wild crazy dream. I guess its half true now.its just that im not the singer.hehe.thats totally crazy! Why would i be singing rite?

Anyways now...im otw to Jp to meet my baby boy! ^~^
It seems like so long never meet him. When in reality just meet him about 4 hours ago. Hehe>~<

P.S Wishing for You in My Heart <3

With LOVEs
Hidayah

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Maths + English = I Love You

2011-11-29T07:20:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a hectic day which ended with something so cute.hehe.

So morning had to setup up the last min booth that some ppl tot i cant make it happen on time.now u kno who i am n how i get things done in a week wen u could only do it in 1 month. Btw thanks for the sincere luck u gav.it really help.but what do helps now its u do ur job n giving me the fuck face wen u drop by the booth. Cuz i really hav no mood for ur fuck attitude towards me.

Common test after thats was a disaster for pharmocolgy. Im sure to fail ready.but i can at least score a B for NS1.*i think* and hope thats enough to get me thru the paper.

Otw home...hehe...so cute!he didnt know wats 143 and so i had to do maths n english.hehe! Back to elementary school!!^~^
I dun think i can ever stop smiling with him ard. He is just so adorable!!! He keep saying he is ugly and all but who cares!! He is so adorable to me.

All the little thing about you
Is the reason that makes you
Thats the reason I love you
Its you being you and just you

P.S little moments thats made my day! <3

With LOVEs
Hidayah

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2011-11-20T10:13:00.004+08:00

this post is kinda late as this was suppose to be monday post. been too busy to blog.

so finally i got my cotton candy!hehe
and i had it with him..hehe.btw he finally cut his hair. looks cute than b4.hehe
everyday seems to be more exciting for me with hym ard.

isnt he cute?

With LOVEs

Hidayah

messed up shit

2011-11-18T22:50:00.001+08:00

Finally!im otw home. Meeting ended at 10.05.wtf!! Today is really not a good day..honestly.i still wonder is it the freaking necklace? Or its just not my day.?

Firstly, i came to school for pathetic 1 hour lecture which was optional cuz some teacher plan to cancel class at the very last freaking minute.
Secondly, i rush thru my whole careplan for the freaking module wen i could do my manpower & facility stuff for prep camp.
Thirdly, came home to a mess of shit! My room is in a mess.my bed is not tidy up. When i clearly tidy up every morning wen i woke up.my carpet have sweets!!! You think funny ar?Seriously...i tot it would be fun to hav relative staying over.but permenantly...?n cuz i nursing u think i ur nursing maid.work in school at home also?what do u think?i happy?
Forthly, meeting sucks!ok i was NPSU freshie. But im an SSC GL.obviously i hav a problem if u talk about ur npsu camp wen we talk bout camp.always compare and reference from last year camp in NPSU. If it wasnt obvious that im lost... then i duno if im still part of u. Whats worst?
Fifth thing on my list. Finding out that im spending my next birthday with u guys. The tot of it is really breaking my heart... honestly. A day after exam and its my birthday.dun i get a break?

The only thing that made my day was him... i miss him now... eventhough i just got to know he will be away the day after my birthday.he will be back the day after i break camp!

Once i reach home.im so gona break down!!

P.S i wish you were here, lonely on this long bus ride home...

With LOVEs
Hidayah

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Double Rainbow

2011-11-14T22:12:00.007+08:00

So today is really a lazy Monday morning...
Unlike other Monday, this one is really super lazy one for me.
overslept,late for final theory and only an hour Dr E lecture.
i did do some of my project stuff while waiting for lunch.thats about it...

so yea that was all i did in the morning till school officially end.

So When school ends thats when my day started! :) :)

so meet up with Hym, went to cheer to get drink. but i saw something!hehe!XP
But i didnt get this to read his section anymore cuz....
i read it 2 months ago in the US issue,
1 month ago in the Malaysia issue
and finally!! This is the Singapore Seventeen....

I must be crazy for getting all this...
but oh well... been a fan since i was 8 years old..
which is unbelievable to me myself..

Malaysia, Singapore and Us issue(From the left)

anyways.. highlight of today...

its just simply the time i have with him today...
honestly i feel so special with him.that i can just forget that time have passby.

all i kno this need to stop or at least slow down for us...

i had always wonder when everything started.

all i know is that we never talk to each other when we got to know each other a year ago.

Being caught in the rain...

and he remind me of everything...

Bustop, FB poke to FB chat to FB msg
Texting to Calling, Lunch to Dinner

and im hoping the story will never end..

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

everything about today afternoon is just simple but will be close to me.

*except the music selection of this other couple near us*

they seriously OMG!! nak kata at the beach, Nope!

nak kata at pasar malam, also Nope!
Maybe they lost their way to CG.heheXP

P.S i think i took the right turn.

With LOVEs

Hidayah

2011-11-13T18:39:00.005+08:00

BASKIN ROBBIN!!!

I was craving for cotton candy but it wasnt available on the wednesday..haix.. wat a watse. but itsokay. i get to try new flavour. well had chocolate triology and of course i will hav one of my fav. flavour too. Citrus mix!!heheXP

I know that one of his fav ice cream is solero. but i didnt kno he would actually hav citrus too...
its seems like.i can just eat watever i want witout thinking if he also prefer it or not. cuz at the end of the day. it seems like i duno.he too like wat i like.
In addition to the ice cream.our choice for maggi is also the same. except for asam laksa which i only hav it if my atuk hav it. atuk cook asam laksa maggi nice. so its a must have for me!!:)

*His 1st Baskin Robbin*

Chocolate Triology & Citrus Mix!!!

<3<3

P.S i want cotton candy ice cream!!

With LOVEs
hidayah

2011-11-12T12:24:00.003+08:00

Its been a while since my last update. but things have been going well so far.. :)
Honestly... things cant get any better for me... so yea. u can call me happygirl93!hehe XP

We went out on Monday. I really hav fun just sitting and talking while he gets to try some of my fav junk food! Garret FTW!!! Its amazing how i can just be the crazy and talkative me with him... even though he cant giv me all that he want to.. to me the time i hav with him is what made my day special everyday. Im glad i found someone like him that can make me look forward for everyday...

So here some pics from monday.. P.S im falling for u faster than i thought..

With LOVEs

hidayah

First neoprints

2011-11-02T22:26:00.003+08:00

Days have passby...
And everyday is a even better day for me *except the fact that im falling ill*
Everyday is getting more and more exciting to me.
Im already looking forward for school these days.
And the reason is You!! =)

Anyways here are the lovely pics that we had taken from the very special day of the year...<3

P.S i must have done something right along the way...

With LOVEs

Hidayah

First School Night Date

2011-10-31T22:16:00.009+08:00

Today have been one of the most exciting and memorable day of my life!
I never thought that this can actually happen to me:)
Honestly... i gave up on fairytales and happy ending...

But...

With you, I can't believe I could have a Second Chances at LOVE:)
I know its too soon...
But...

I am willing to try, to care and to be with someone like YOU:)
This is like a long lost dream came true...

All Thanks To You...

Currently...I'm like over the Moon going crazy...
And im looking forward to everyday.hehe:)
I didnt even wear any make up*except eyeliner* or dress, up and all to actually go out with him.
i just have to be me!<3

The cute thing is he uses 'Victory League!'

I duno why i just gets attracted to it. since the 1st day I know that scent.

I guess its like a glass slipper for cinderella.haha XP

I have no idea what im typing now.
so took neoprints too!<3

*memories that I'll keep close to me*
and we walk home...

thats the first...
stop by TJ green to talk and all.

anyways now.....

IT's OFFICIAL!!!!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

P.S I'm Falling For You <3

With LOVEs
Hidayah

Breezy Sunday Morning

2011-10-30T11:25:00.002+08:00

Phone die on me last night while I was about to reply someone's text. Thank goodness he didn't mind. But the crazy thing about last night was someone followed me on twitter. Which was like crazy unexpected. If this happen before everythin. I would go all crazy over it but now I'm like yay he followed me on twitter and the next min. I kinda forgot about twitter. No effect. Hahaha. Sorry but it's kinda too late already.plus he is in the city of love. I'm sure he hangs out wit many girls after training in Paris.

So currently I'm still at ECP. Just done packing n i want to go home so that I can charge my Hp and text someone. And do all the supplier calls that need to be done. Haix... It seems like the workload is never done for me.

P.S i must be crazy at the moment when I decide to be part of something big.

With LOVEs
Hidayah

Halloween Friday

2011-10-28T23:48:00.005+08:00

Lot 10 @ KL

Finally its Friday!! Is been such a long week n i just need the weekend right now...

but today was not as bad as i expected friday 3 hours break to be. :)

Laugh the whole hour till my cheek went cramp! and wen to NS1 lesson with the cramp smiley face like some crazy person. :D

honestly at times i feel like im dreaming and this is just a fairytale wish that i made everynight when i sleep..if it is..plz dun ever wake me up... its been so long since the incident and i have to let go...but at times im unsure about this fear...For now i can just hope and pray that things in life hav change for the better like how its been so far this year.

P.S today was one of the smiley days i had ever had in ages...

if the moon fell down

2011-10-27T17:41:00.001+08:00

Its been while since i post anything here.so whats the update??

Well i cant get this friend of an old friend of mine.i guess its the future is never certain. If u dun talk and it seems impossible to hav a conversation with that someone. It doesnt mean it will stay that way...

Its been weeks since we bump into each other after months of actually had an outing which we didnt interact wit each other.i cant believe at that moment i had a crush on one of the other guys. Well... i guess i was blind by looks and had a crush.

He might look like a typical mat rep.but personally think he is a total gentlemen. Too bad ppl just see him as a guitarist.eg my bro.

Either way i feel like i had done something right to deserve a second chance of knowing him again...

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2011-10-05T19:06:00.004+08:00

UPDATES!!!
so this post is super late.
well this is 24 September.
BFF's 18 Birthday!
guess wat we did?

any ideas?

Give up?

We watched ABDUCTION!!! Watch TDL in action <3!!
isnt he charming!!

speaking of charming...

we got new charms!!! <3!!

and NeoPrints!!

Birthday girl testing out her new phone camera.

not bad quality eh.

I wana get a new gadget too...

I WANT BLOGGIE!!!!

With LOVEs

HIDAYAH

2011-09-16T16:49:00.006+08:00

Like finally!! I get to post using the comp.

so anyways...this is a post about

RAYA '11

so 1st day is Grey(ReNatus!!!Wohoo!) & Black!

But whats so shocking.this year im the one who pick the colour.

Firstly when to johor baru to meet my mom side.

and as usual we are the CRAZY bunch.

so i had tons of fun camwhoring.

The GERLz of the Family!

The Pure Camwhore of the Family!;p

then off to dad's side..

sadly...

Didnt get to see Cuzzie Buzzie..

So second Open House this year is Najib' House!!

Get to meet my BFFs at the same time!

Najib's House Forte!

Chocolate Fondue!!!

Besties In PINK! <3

*Pretty Right?*

Second Shot! <3

PURPLE And PINK!

Us again!!

And.. Again! :p

The 3rd open house was the next day.

And guess who`s house is it?
D!NG!!!

D!ng and Me!

Well this is the funny part.

Me n Najib, we wore the same color.

sunguh tidak di plan.

If plan last time a sucess.

Its either me or him last min change our mind.

some of us..

Like Family Photo only.

Getting Ready to play Bunga Api!! Yeah!

but the night wasnt complete... zul wasnt there.

due to his flight to Cambodia the next day. he really need the rest.

well thats all for raya updats for now. the 4th Open house is this weekend!

To Ms Fiza house!!!

siap ar dier...hehe:)

P.S I miss B3LL many many..hope ur doing well in Cambodia... :)

With LOVEs

Hidayah

Questions in my mind

2011-09-13T12:15:00.002+08:00

People say...
If your jealous, means u like that someone.
If your your angry, it doesnt mean that your angry because you hate that someone.
But they say your angry because you care for that someone.
If we know that someone for too long, you will get bored of that someone.

So what if im jealous when he meets other girls, i rarely get angry with him.i known him more than half my life but only now i am actually talking to him in person.
Does what people say count?

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2011-08-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

So this are the updates from NDP '11....

we meet up and take a ride to raffles!

we had neoprints taken!

P.S i miss that day..

With LOVEs

hidayah

2011-08-14T12:53:00.001+08:00

Who do you turn to when your down?the ultimate answer from a normal person would be my family and friends of course.but this is the crazy part....i dun really hav that answer. Most of problems.come from family.n friends...are more of backstabbing bitches who just love to see u crash. Bffs?they are there when i need them but they dun really hav a solution for me at times.differences in life maybe the reason.so how do i answer that? Only god knows how.

P.S thanks strangers....

With LOVEs
Hidayah

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boredom

2011-08-03T09:01:00.001+08:00

So long since i blog...haiz..NPSU is taking most of my time.i cant believe it man.im like so worn out.now currently in school waiting for my peeps for more projects.its like only the 3rd week of school n in two weeks we are having exams n gd bye 2.2! 2.1 here i come.im like digging my own grave.

Anyways...today is HS day!!cant wait to see the Elites dance crew do their thing.so saded that im unable to join them thanks to my injury. Tailbone!plz recover fast.i wana sit n stand n climb without pain.

This friday is my NPSU Investiture!omg.cant believe im actually gona be officially in the exco.seem unreal.but like i mention earlier.taking most of my time.

P.S i miss being in Student Sports Council.i miss Sports Camp 11/12. I MiSS My ReNatuS BabIEs!but...haix

With LOVEs
Hidayah

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2011-06-20T00:25:00.002+08:00

Okay.this is kinda what hell. I just found out his eldest sister and my mom work in the same ward!!! n thank goodness i didnt follow my mum to her colleague birthday 2 months ago. It turn out to be his sister.

I wonder if i had went to the party.

Would he remember me?

Would he notice me at that time?

Would he talk to me at that time?

Would he still be talking to me now?

Would he?

Anyways...at time it kinda didnt bother me much.due to my crazy schedule.i dun think i hav time to hav drama.i need time to stop or just slow down a bit.

P.S Happy 16th Birthday to my Baby Sister n Happy Fathers` Day to my Dad!!! I <3 U guys!

2011-06-16T05:33:00.002+08:00

4th day of make up 1.2b attachment.I swear I feel like sleeping now. I'm like a zom
bie now standing at mrt station waiting for 1st train. 5 more mins seems like another 5 hours. Plus its raining.n the lunar eclipse is still going on for another 1 n half hour.but I wonder how ppl see it.its raining.I see no moon here!. Lucky I never stay up to watch the full eclipse this morning. Or else ill really be a zombie at werk. But guess what?I on my ipod. N the 1st song I hear I Zombie from The Canberries.I'm like wth? Like kno only I feel like a zombie in the morning. Haiz...I hope today will be different.its like the freaking 2nd last day in this attachment in 11b.omg I prefer 8c better.I miss CI Grace!!

P.S this cute guy in the station is like staring at me.wth?ntg esle to look at in the morning is it?!

With LOVEs
Hidayah

2011-06-13T00:46:00.004+08:00

Its been more than a month since I last update. Omg!!! I can't believe time flies so freaking fast. So 1 term hav pass. Common test was okay....school has been great. Even thought I didn't get
to become the committee of the student sports council this year... I guess life hav better plans ahead.n yup.sure it hav. I'm now one of the Ngee Ann Poly Student Union Exercutive Committee member.hehe skip being a sub committee. Well.I guess I need to catch up more on SU side n watch my word with both SC n SU peeps. Unless I wana die fast.*which can be part of the plan*

Seconly.28 may was the D&D for SSC.

Ahmad, Reen, Me N the TWINS! Haqiz N Hazim

Zinger Buddies!:)

RizzyBoy!<3

SPORTS CAMP REVIVAL CGLs N CCs!!! ME n rizvan

it was a gd nite.not as expected.wish my ReNatus was there.but cant hope too much on that.very disappointed with them.

Recently was pumpfest.

n someone kinda caught my attetion. But that wasn't my intention there. Besides he is taken by one of my old friend.so way out of hand. It all started by a friendly comment on a pic. Fb msg. Then Fb chat. Msn n now " texty texty"*his adorable line which is so act cute!* so now I'm in dead trouble. She always complain to me about their problem. N now. I maybe their problem. This will take a lot of Drama...Where as with K is diff. It takes a lot of miracle...

P.S If u were given a choice to make... which will it be? Drama or Miracle?

With LOVEs
Hidayah

2011-05-04T23:54:00.019+08:00

GENTING GETAWAY!

So...after a long attachment and camps...me n my peeps we for a short getaway during the weekend on first week of school...so here hows the trip goes!
so meeting point Tanjong Pagar Railway!!!
Nabil & Me
Weng Kong & BearBear!!
our most outstanding student!*ourstanding mother for the trip*^^
teddy n Pooh love<3its only 6 am!

aww...^^

Brother love..

Acarde Tickets Winners!!

Bike FREAK!!!

pics here!!

Ice Kimo!!

getting ready for dinner!

off to dinner!

Me and Uss going for Haunted House!

WolfGirl and WolfBoy!!

JUSTIN BIEBER!!!OMG!!

i didnt kno uss hands are that small.hehe

World luckiest Golden Chair!

Charcoal from Titanic!!*cool shit right?*

shahira and me

BreakFast Buffet!!!

the Crew!!*we conquer the whole roller coaster!*

wassup!

Pics as we queue!

Smiles

Antique Car

it's Bollywood time!

Peace Yaw!!

WK, Me, Justin, Usama

Cheeky^^

Epic Expression from CYCLONE!

Wet ride!

lets go Crazy!!

Titanic Moment!

half of the crew only

We are the Rulez BREAKER!!

LOOK UP!!!

Wassup y'all!

When there's only us...

sister hugs!

P07'10/11

the CREW!!!

Firman!!

the PS Crew

Belieber ALERT!

PINK DAY!<3

A &W

CORNY HOTDOGS!
CORNY HOTDOGS

So yea..thats about the whole getaway...just some stuff not suppose to be posted are remove.and i hope i get to hav another getaway with the crew again.or even better with my BFFs!!

P.S I hope my application for Nursing Management in China is accepted.

With LOVEs

Hidayah

2011-05-04T23:13:00.009+08:00

wow.its almost a month since i actually update this blog.

its kinda hard to believe how time flies so fast.when ur having fun and really enjoying urself

so i didnt really blog bout sports camp b4 due to my attachment.and ill blog about the

GENTING TRIP!!!

later..if i hav time cuz i still havent prepare for ELAHA debate.haha.cant believe im actually studying law now.anyway i kinda wana say someone is really IS OUT of my life!so yea. maybe in near future if i feel like wana take psychology as my major, ill think twice b4 actually taking it. the thing is his BITCH is such a BITCH!haha.well wat can i say she is a BITCH!.omg i just use the word Bitch 3 times in 2 simple sentence.haha.thats something new!haha:P

THE CGLs ^^

ReNAtus GLs

Day 2 MADNESS

Zinger Buddies!!

P.S in summary...i found a family in Sports Camp!

With LOVEs

hidayah

2011-04-14T06:04:00.002+08:00

Its only 6 plus in the morning.n I'm otw to werk..2nd last day of attachment. Then I'm free to blog bout past events which I'm finding time to blog on the computer.now standing in the train like a zombie.
Wait a minute!I feel like one and am one.especially wit only 4 hours of sleep.damn shag.

I swear I feel like sleeping even thought I'm standing now.but wth I'm in uniform. Comfirm ppl will stare as if we nurses are super must give up seats and care for elderly in the train.which is crazy.eventhough I'm standing still staring.hello I'm a human being.heard seen one?ur one okay.so stop staring ppl!!!urgh!

2011-04-13T00:59:00.004+08:00

Wow..I can't believe it's been more than a month since I last update my blog. Sports Camp, surgery, HS FOC n now attachment really made my school holiday a meaningful on. Soon I'll post bout all those event except for the surgery of course. I look like a freaking Chipmunk for the 3 days n I can't believe I survive the 8 days MC n 9 day of soft cold diet. Ice cream for breakfast lunch n dinner. I bet many kids wit that were me! Hehe.

So anyways currently still having my attachment and for the record this is the worst attachment ever!!! Everyday without fail, n for sure one of the pt's family member have had to make a complain. Seriously... I wana strangle her!!! If nursing is easy y not many ppl is becoming a nurse? Rite? If nursing is easy y fun u nurse ur mother urself at home like what u brag while u complain. Haix... Ppl nurses are also human so pls think with ur clever brains!!!

Oh btw utensil are serve hot because it's being sterile so u can use it. Not that we wana burn ur precious hand. No time to pay attention to crazy ppl like u. I rather pay attention to a dementia patient or go change diaper for my other patients.

2011-03-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

GL Camp is TOMORRO!!!

i cant wait for it.which remind me to start packing now!!!haha.i hope to see hym ard...i hope...n i also ntg crazy will happen during camp.plz dun..so ill update this blog after camp!then another camp the another camp!!!

2011-03-07T12:17:00.008+08:00

I LOVE SenBolehSa!!!!

eventhough i hav bad sunburn.All the pain was worth the fun!whole day since morning till i got home.Sports Camp FTW!!!anyways here we go with the pics and all day of fun in the sun!i dun need to look at other pppl wen i hav a few ppl to look at in my our grp.^^ yu lian kno wat i mean.!so... report at 9 am infront of Giant.like real!all came late n Giant open at 10.haha.

As we wait for the rest to shop...Azlan get to be a kiddo again!

In the sky train.they wen clubbing in the mini tunnel and...
it became a mobile toilet!haha

it was pay back time!*It feel great!*

Yulian became a hot muscular babe!

We are so dead!!!

so after torturing our CC.we started digging a hole for wat i was hoping to be my mini pool.but wen "AZLAN & RIZVAN" came n help out.it became a mud spa for feet for a while.*it was Disgustingly fun~Azlan~*haha.yup.totally agree.we continue digging.all we kno from a small hole for the feet only. became a hole for defence!FOR 2!!!haha.so adorable those two guys.

SAND WAR!!! Counter attack!!!Fire!!!

haha.only if i had my camera wit me.it wounld be the best vid of the day.out of nowhere the game begin and we had a hell of fun.and got sand all over me and my hair.NOT COOL!

so after that.we wen for a swim again.and play water rumble.and all.lucky i realise they had an idea to bury me next.but thanks to my alertness..their plan fail.then sweet Rizvan volunteer to get buried!

still in the process...

Advertising for Doritos!

Yulian and Rizvan!

tthats us after crazy swimming

sitting in the middle of the beach doing nothing like idiots!

NATE!!we still duno y we sitting there for..

Getting Bored!

we took chips and eat n take more pic...still thinking wat to do...then...*i wonder where ppl get the kayaks...*

Me:Yulian,Rizvan wana go kayaking?

Yulian:ehk can ar.but where?

Rizvan.:i think its that side*pointing toward the rasa sentosa.*

Yulian:no lah/the only can kayak ard this area wat.?

Me: lets go find the booth.

Nate: go ask them lah.so simple.

Rizvan:but i wana walk that way...

Yulian:Y?

Rizvan:got babes mah.

Me & Yulian: LOL!!

so we went to the ppl kayaking.

Yulian:$12 cheap leh.

Me:ok lets go!

so....

We Went Kayaking!!!!We got Blue Dolphin!*nice rite* me & yulian in one kayak.rizvan and nate in the lime green one.always colide!as for saiful n tenyi keep capsizing!

thats us!!!*so cute*

Double kayak water polo!ever heard of that?

Marcusbe came their passenger!

After whole day of fun we wash up n wait for the rest of the guy for wash up and meanwhile.we camwhore!
Saiful & Tengyi!!

Phyllan*i call him Physics* and azlan

Rizvan in matching purple shirt and bag.

step firece.

huiming!n saiful

AzLan^^*we are waiting for the bus and Zinger is Calling*

so after whole day of fun we head to habour front KFC and me & azlan got our Zinger!!hehe.

and now im having sunburn...i wonder.how can i go for training witout pain...

With LOVEs

Hidayah

2011-03-03T01:25:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the late post.well... Its been a Great Weekend!!BIRTHDAY WEEKEND!!!haha the best week end ever!!so before that.from the pic from the top.Its with my Sports Camp CGLs and GLs!!!i cant believe they were so sweet to hav a surprize celebration for me at Secret Recipes after making me make rounds at queensway..even though it was in advance...i still felt as if it was my birthday!i love y'all!!so anyways the some of the rest of the pic from 26.02.11...

Sweet Sharon!!
Mr Camera Shy*Act Cute to me^^*

finally he smiled for the camera...^^

~ Syafiq ~

~Azlan~*i feel like having Zinger!!!*

~Jun Jia~*Super blur Sotong!*

~NAte~

~Sharon!~

~Saiful~*Soccer Freak*

So..on the 27th!!!Birthday Lunch With My Family!!but this birthday,im 18!!so i invited my my two BEST BEST FRIEND!^^ love them to the max!!!So wen off the Swenson's!HAd aBLast the n Got home played with Dry ice.more of * years old the 18!haha.Wats worse is that instead ofasking for licsen!i ask for Justin Bieber My World Tour!!!haha.anyways...pic from the day!

~mie n D!NG~

Pepperoni Just For Me!!<3>

B3LL's

mom's

Dad's

D!NG's

my Devil Bro only had sundae?weird right?

little sis enjoying her Topless 5!

B3LL!!!
Love topless 5!!
Lime!!!
D!NG D*o*NG B3LL!!
We Are Best Friends Forever!!<3

P.S I love my Birthday!!!thanks to all those Special ppl!

With LOVEs

Hidayah

2011-02-25T12:03:00.003+08:00

2 more hours till 1st paper.this better be good. Especially after all the amount of time I spent in the school library to study.haha..oh AAP plz be nice to me...

So anyways b4 that happen.Justin Bieber is coming to Singapore!!!OMG I'm damn excited.a few days b4 genting trip and its like 2nd day of school.I can't imagine how my new year in school can be any better from now on.^^

2011-02-24T21:45:00.003+08:00

Omg!!!less than 24 hours to end of semester exams!!!I'm soon going to be in year 2. Time flies so damn fast!!!
But dun turn back time!cuz I'm having the time of my life!^^ well not really having if u count the spending most of time in the library..haix...but yea.haha.I think I just memories the whole textbook for my aap tomoro. I hope I dun black out tomoro.cuz tat will suck especially this weekend I'm having no life when it is my 18th.

Anyways speaking bout that.hehe.he was willing to take some of his study time to go home wit me?tats 1.n he asked.what do I want for my birthday?I was like I want ntg.in my heart.I'm like surprize me!haha.I guess guys really dun get me at all sometimes...I guess I hav to be damn direct again?

With LOVEs
Hidayah

2011-02-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

its so weird...i spent the whole day at home today.i guess im doing many thinking..well..i still hate the part where someone actually tell me to fuck off but to be honest.i still kinda hav feeling for this dude below...haix...
why does he hav to hide stuff from me?only if he was honest i didnt quite mind if he actually cheat on me but just be honest..i rather that than that stab from the back...

i miss those windy days we spent at the garden
and just hav the walk as we talk...
talk random stuff which we always debate on,
but i guess thats so history...

i guess i rather not turn back time...
cuz..im sorry that we move on fast...

With LOVEs
Hidayah

2011-02-21T19:15:00.009+08:00

This is the view we had on friday night!it was AWESOME especially wen its wit rock climber watch 127hours.!!!so it was after we watch 127 hours!it is an awesome movie.its a must watch ppl.its one of the bet movie i ever watch so far..because of it.i wana go to blue john canyon!!!!its so painful to watch..even worst if to go thru the whole thing that Aron Ralston wen true.im still unsure if i could cut of my own hand if i were in his situation.for now.i wana wait for beastly for now..and also wait for NEVER SAY NEVER!!!!!

anyways more pics from friday night!

Nice Shoot by Naz!!
the team!
family!!!

the gerls of the night!
motherly love naz...
Muack!!

Daniel Lightfoot!!

Mamat!

so as for now thats all i have!!eh no!!i wana tell u something.i cant believe how one person could react to cover up their lies...privacy?or just being a two timer?i know ur not the only one wit the name.the truth is blury but sorry... this like is so fucking clear to me!! so dun tell me to fuck off...cuz tats will be the reason y we could never be.so for now.i hope that gerl of urs enjoy herself while she can...since she aint goin anywhere for now!!ok im done!

P.S Thanks Zul for the New blogskin!!!!i love it!!!

With LOVEs

Hidayah!!

2011-02-10T09:29:00.003+08:00

I hate being sick!!so.. yesterday got home at 11pm and seriously....I felt like fainting otw home from dominos and utter.but I had a great time wit my GLs!I love the allience!Vertus FTW!!haha as for my ReNatus...well I'm glad we understand each other better.even thought u we dun havebond wit one of our member.we still can work in 7! All our laughter will rock Sports Camp Revival 2011/12!haha.

So now currently in the clinic.wat a bummer.I guess 1 day MC will be good to catch up on my sleep and my assignment!hehe.but during breakfast I saw gary.a old friend of mine.so suprize as he look so different n same as me he is also excited for his birthday!haha.always remeber his birthday. 10 days b4 me.haha.so cute!9 years has past but we still remember the slapping incidence tat made us friends.haha.seriously sorry bout the missing tooth I cause gary!haha.

P.S I'm starting to miss primary school life even more!

2011-02-09T00:39:00.002+08:00

Today is like so weird but awesome!!!haha.well at first it wasn't.dad call at exactly 6am to wake me up.n told me he can't send me to skul cuz he is stuck at his work place.I was like...oh ok..ill go my self.I wana go back to sleep 1st.3 mins later....mom call.u wake up ready?obviously I am!but I said.kinda cuz I was like a zombie.he started to nag otp.haix..took 10 anp then my alarm rang.haix.30 mins gone.

So then head to skul.skul is suppose to start at 12 noon.but due to CNY last week.we had to make up 4 hrs of NSL.but teacher came a bit late.so I got my 40 mins nap on the class bed.thank god it was NSL.we hav beds in class!!haha.woke up everyone practise and all...at 10 our teacher left.she said she on mc.wtf!!we could hav come at 10am.2 hrs also wat.rite?haha.

The stupid thing of the day was.everyone asking.y I suddenly sat in the 1st few row in the lecture...they tot it was the end of the world...haha.still dun get y they so shock tat I actually pay attention instead of just sleeping in class n lectures.haha. me n big bear actually wana fall asleep half was.but b4 we did.nabil kinda teach us aloud how to sleep is ur in the 1st few row.everyone staring like akward...suddenly one of the scholars at the end of our row fall off the timy table.I wonder how they write n sleep at the same time.I wana master that skill.macam cool gitu.haha.

CMBio was quite exciting...we got to be CSI investigator for the DNA crime suspect thingy.so from today I can qualify ourselve to investigate!haha

P.S I'm stating to miss u...

2011-02-07T23:44:00.003+08:00

hey all! so lets see..how was today.it was such a drag.FON was cancel?no one told me.well me suddenly became hard working brought all FON book.haix.. anyways...after that ntg much.as usual...ended up falling asleep during CMBio.and that all..

oh ya. today we had NSL theroy test.Guess wat.i manage to do the paper withing 10 mins!haha.something must have gone wrong somewhere that i was that hyper to finish the paper.and then i had meeting wit my dear RENATUS!!n withing that 2 hours...
we manage to come up wit 7 cheers and also finalise 3 of our shirt design for our camp.OMG i just cant wait for sports camp already..we are so ready for the cheer off and the dragon boating and all the sports thrown at us.i cant wait for FRIDAY training.speaking of that we have another meeting on wednesday.haiz.TAYLOR SWIFT is in town!!!i cant believe im missing that fun!but dun care heck care!im gona have a blast!

P.S im in love with RE-NA-TUS!!!WAZZUP!!!!!

2011-02-07T06:18:00.003+08:00

Good Morning Peeps!I thought had a weird dream last nite.but wen I woke up....I realise it was actually happening! Yuyul actually realli did text me the whole night.I was actually awake wen I tot I was dreaming.haha.something must have really hit his head hard!cuz he texted me.or something must have really hit my head damn hard tat I can't see if it was just a dream or reality!haha.either ways...I'm glad tat we actually do contact each other as friends now...

2011-02-06T21:03:00.002+08:00

Is it true?well I duno wat I'm actually feeling...is it me really falling or just being lonely? It is hard to tell n understand myself sometimes....if there is only someone who can tell me wat is going on...I wouldn't be so confuse as I...am...5 days of long holiday..I'm already missing his lame jokes...omg...I hope this is just a crush...yup just a crush.

2011-02-04T01:08:00.002+08:00

hey all..long time since last post as usual. well i hav been damn bz.n always hav things going on.attimes i wish i could just stop.or just slow down for a bit...well as for sports camp.currently well a CGL n having fun wit my GLs and the others.how can i not be.they are just adorable ppl ever.haha.

As for love life...i can kill myself.bro not habing problems wit zack.so automatically.like everyone guess.yayat will not hav any contact.so yup.then now im guilty for texting someone tat im suppose to not text according to the girlfriend rule book.so serve me right if anything bad happen...So..wat can i do?its weird tat i always look forward to meet up for lunch...and all.love to see the smile on his face.and his laughter.and all...haix..

P.S Happy Chinese New Year..

2010-12-20T07:13:00.001+08:00

Woke up early in the morning!hmm..wat do I hav today?...omg!!its 1st day of attachment!!!haha

2010-12-19T22:10:00.002+08:00

So..weeks past by.n I still am wondering wat he thinks....could it be?could it be?so wat would be? I hav been wondering y is it so hard to talk bout this...I mean...it was not this hard b4.oh how I wish I kno wat to do...I never felt this way b4. I hope ill find ans soon...

2010-12-01T20:28:00.002+08:00

WELCOME DECEMBER!!!!!

so now im back to december, i have turn around and im gonna make it alright...

so today is the 1st day of the last month of the year. The best month in the year too... So today is the beginning of the a new month n preparation to a new year.hehe..so anyways...hehe.waited for december count down n ended up sleeping.hehe..at exactly 12.00 today.tats the 1st min of december...im sure of this.haha due to text msg from yayat.hehe...so texted hym at 12.00 and he replied at 12.01..tat means i fell asleep in netween tat min.haha..well it may sound lame her.but to think of it..it is quite hilarious.

i had the pharmocology paper.it was quite easy...better than wa i expected.hehe..then had lunch wit D!NG N B3LL...any some catch up times and then had ice cream with farah...n as usual strawberry is our pick n the new walls ice cream impress us.hehe. so here i am.infront of the comp.and doing my NR literature..haiz..well everything is alright when im with everything i need...hehe..anyways almost a month since last post.many thing hav happen as usual...me begin single is not a surprize and so... im having the time of my life... anyway hu need a guy hu thinks of hymself...so we are in december!so hu cares..

P.S im loving december!

With LOVEs

Hidayah

2010-11-10T23:00:00.003+08:00

i bloody dun get what is actually going on...its like we are falling apart.i wish this could all go away.i meant at times he is in my mind and then he is gone.n soon out of my life i think if we continue to this...

2010-11-07T19:34:00.005+08:00

Hey..wat going? Ill tell u wat going on..well 5 days ago was 1st monthsary..well its fine with me he doesn't do this kinda stuff.so today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY to hym...but...I'm out wit my nprc peeps n I'm having the time of my life....I dun miss hym at all.not even a bit...is it just me of its just so plain between us...well besides hym only...haiz...nevermind...now curently in the train wondering wats life is like wen I actually hav sumone ard....like really ard...

Anyways...me naz n nikki got some wristband according to our colour...n without us realising.the tag actually hav a msg for each of us....well..naz is a peason hu is forgetable n also not gd wit names.well kinda...so...the band say.."forget me not"....as for nikki...she is a negative thinking person...so the band msg was "think wonderful thoughts" I hope that will remind her to be positive during competition...n as for me the msg is "follow your heart<3" so..I guess I kinda agree that I dun actually follow my heart... n now I think I'm stuck in a moment....like the past..

P.S Happy Birthday Josh....and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NAZ!!!

With LOVEs
Hidayah

2010-09-26T01:51:00.004+08:00

So..as u can see..theres a cake n we are in malay clothing...well... Its RAYA and its Farah`s birthday! hehe.*all three colour contrasting*

so 1stly.naz reach 1st like freaking early.which i like!hehe.then wen to get ice like any other open house..n since its raya we got fire works too.so then ruben bear bear came wit nas. and eat while for zul!to get cake for farah..we got so bz wit the picture for the card which we kinda forgot about the time.hehe.all we kno farah appeared.hehe..so had more food n cake n a whole lot of fun!!! bff since forever...*i still miss childhood of not having the need to grow up*

us again

^^ im always the random crazy one.

Farah will be *PEACE*

Zul will be the *HUH??*(with the blank expression)

NAZ!!the batu gilerzzz.ALE!!!

love the colors!!

P.S HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY to my one and only D!NG BESTIE!!!ily

With LOVEs

Hidayah

2010-09-22T21:49:00.004+08:00

So wat happen so far since i last posted?...well josh got in to london collage of clinical hypnosis n currently in philipines visiting his brother for his birthday n im having my 1.1b attachment with is a huge thing for me.in addition to long werking hours.i got time to go raya wit my X-ventures(rock climbers).i really miss them now.i hope they could make it this sat for my raya open house.n become the batu gilerzz..!So this post will be about mainly the raya outing!naz fii and mie*color contrasting*
all getting ready for pic at fii`s house

Wan!!!the big BROTHER of the team

Mr perasan Handsome!*still good looking*

me hilmi n wan!
Hilmi, naz , mie n Wan*family pic at me house!*

With LOVEs

Hidayah

all my fear of us

2010-09-01T23:12:00.001+08:00

Well u always ask bout wat we are... Well I wan us to be sumthing more than juz friends but I hav my fears. U ask me if I am afraid that he would be going away after graduation. U ask y am I so different from other gerls. Well... I hav to agree I'm afraid to be alone after u graduate as u mention b4 that u always wanted to be a psychologist. N ur dad is willing to get u to any medical school for that dream if urs... We clearly kno tat I'm gona be here to stay and work after diploma. So it's clear we aren't meant to be. And y I'm I different? Cuz unlike other gerls that u kno back at ur country. I dun care bout wat ppl are doing wit the guys.I hav my own set of rules and games. So I really hope u will understand tat I really dun care wat ur saying and telling me bout ur past life cuz ur ain't in there but ur here. So yea may hav my fear but I kno I'm doing the right thing for a start. With LOVEs. Hidayah

Sentosa T04!!!

2010-08-16T21:40:00.011+08:00

At Sentosa Express!
the gerlz of T04
Carel and Ben Peh!!!

Us again with Dr Alphna daughter(^.^)

walking to sapphire shelter!

peace yaw!!!

Tick Tok Tick Tok We Must Eat!

Yuan Jun n mie!

Henna in progress

Climber Peeps

Khalil and me!

Nat sand bathing!

1st jump shot * FAILED!!*

2nd one better!

*We are making the jump not the facial expression..*

Mie n baby gerl!

pre-paring again.

made it!

peace!

love the Wind!

me and China Scholar

Ruben!!

me n khalil!

there is delifrance!

the merlion

Pixie fairy!

Merlion Walk...

Ben trying to blend in..

Universal Studio...

Giant Hershey's!

So wat else can i say?i had a blast wit T04!!!

PHOTO SHOOT!!!

2010-08-16T21:15:00.005+08:00

its been a while since i last logged in.well the last time was june...and now its august and i just got back from the photoshoot for 2010 hs booklet for O level peeps!!!hehe dun forget to look for me!..i have been so bz this few weeks n months.with training and skul stuff.its like so never ending...so im gona update the highlights of the past few evens between the months where i MIA.hehe.but not on this post..on later post..

well today was the photoshoot.out of 500 student im one of the 7 ppl.how "unlucky"!hehe.im like loving the life.but i hate waiting for the photographer lah.told us to be there at 9.end up they arrived at 11.everyone except me n josh was early.well hu cares.i still love the after product of the crazy and hectic day.hehe...

With LOVEs
hidayah

"The Last Song"

2010-08-16T21:15:00.001+08:00

Someday you will find the place
It's the place where love takes over hate
Then you'll see all the things you do
Affect everyone around you

Then you'll see there's no fear at all
You held my hand, we took down that wall
As I looked at you with nothing to say
Now I understand why you pushed me away
I went far and now I see
That the only one I needed was me

2010-06-16T23:46:00.003+08:00

Its been a while since I last logging.it was like the 2nd week of skul back then.now I'm already having my attachment.n I'm loving it.but sad to say.love life isn't tat loving...

I feel like I'm clapping wit one hands..one after another issuse occur..I use to believe tat.everything is gona be alright.but now I hav many negative tots in my mind...to think again.I can't believe I was so careless in fallin' tat I'm not falling into the rebbit hole myself...now everything is hanging...I gav up many things tat I knew tat made me happy n wat I clearly am.I don't really hang out wit the guys in my cca or npsu juz not to get hym jealous n watever the reasons are..I miss some lectures to meet hym.I may had lied juz to juz spent the day wit hym n I tried most of the interest he hav.juz to hav things in common...which I tot it would be great to kno a part of hym.but everything was for ntg..... ppl say witout pain there's no gain.my qn is...y am I in pain n wit no gain??if this wat they call love...they can have it.I dun want it...how can I be this dumb to think he was different from hym...I guess guys do hav things in common no matter wat.empty promises are their greatest gift of all....

More now...I duno wat I should feel...mix emotions tats juz killing me...te adio...

Stranger love...
Hidayah

2010-04-29T09:34:00.005+08:00

its almost the end of week 2..and i think im getting bz wit everything...am i?i duno...wat i kno we are falling apart..i dun think is me or u.its us... well i duno...

anyways...I hate my brother!he thinks he is so strong...but well he is a cry baby..haha.I juz need mum to yell at him tats all.one more time he hit me.I ensure I will end up being in boy home.well tats wat my mum tend to do.since she can't handle him wit councelling.let the goverment do their job.I think wit this he will learn that he is not tat firece or that strong.

P.S thanks T04!for being there for me.especially carel n justin for being a listening ear n the jacket! And thanks Ghazi! for everything

With LOVEs
Hidayah

2010-04-29T09:00:00.005+08:00

so...1st week of skul is long over.so this post is long over due.well 1st was better than expected.maybe its all the camps ...well in not really a stranger in the skul.quite familiar wit skul...n every where i go ppl keep saying hi!so i also hi!till nadia said im like year 2 student cuz i kno many of senoir.especially the npsu ones.they are like the it club.so yeah...good 1st day.

then second day was ok i guess only boring lecture.and 3rd day was jenga day haha.we are noisy..more noisy then the year 2 or year 3 ppl.well we dun need tat much of time to blend in after all....

so 4th day everyone started to be late for classes n well.travis is skiping them already!haha we are like the cheecky ppl in the class always noisy and slacking all the way.the friday which is the 5th day of skul only have 2 hours of lesson and off lunch wit yul.at night was the glow party... haha thats y they say NPSU sre the it club.they party was out of control..well for the year 3 i think.haha fighting on the dance floor?so inmature.haha.anyways i hav a good start of poly life!

P.S im loving this...

With LOVEs

hidayah

2010-04-06T11:54:00.003+08:00

Firstly!haha congrats to the guy below n his team for making into the final!!!hahaha.winning
22-0 is a very gd job for thr semi-final.soo...a very gd luck on thursday`s final asraf! just dont hurt urself during the rugby finals madness.

secondly,i feel so sick...i think it`s post sentosa illness due to the rain..but i dont care.cuz i had tons of fun and i cant wait for the next outing and the freshma dance party!haha.light stick will be our friend of the night.haha.i cant wait for school.a new school a new life...!

P.S im loving my life damn it n good luck rugby freak!!

With LOVEs
hidayah

2010-04-06T10:11:00.007+08:00

hey yo!haha.so this post is about Saturday...well its olympus gathering at sentosa!haha.gosh i miss saturday already.well in the morning meet up wit yul n fir.saw namie n shane n bk.so wen off to harbourfront.for more waiting.after breakfast,wen up to meet the rest.and off to sentosa.

arzn licking every drop of the greatest toy store...

so at sentosa played volley ball.throw each other in the sea.make Gls cry.haha...so wen the rain fall down.we had the chance to torture th Gls in tha game of twister.haha.so after the rain more ball games and dirty jokes n dares...at the end of the day wen to resort world for more pic.and home sweet home.hehe.

P.S im sorry for begin late!but i love the cute tigger..hehe.i love you....

With LOVEs

hidayah

2010-03-31T23:55:00.004+08:00

I got my dext!as a matter in fact.I'm posting this post wit my dext!haha.I think I'm going crazy already.if I dun get use to this phone asap.I will go crazy with the technology I hav.haha.I can't wait for Friday.it will help a lot wit chicher farah since she is already using it for a week plus.haha.n I am more excited for Saturday.I realli miss pylios like hell now.I miss all the shouting and screaming.and the evil devil plan by zack.the ant war from shane.sweet smile form yummy yumni.hell of fun from missy namie.dancing wit BK.my personal burger king.haha n last but not the least.gabriel!wit all his magic that freak the hell out of me.haha.n also the inspiring talk by hym.I also miss at the. Gls.I miss sotong HELLOoo adeline! CINTA jing da n the crazy Tarzan. Azrn.haha.imissyouguys

P.S I miss olympus|

With LOVEs
Hidayah

2010-03-30T00:04:00.002+08:00

chating wit mirul now and guess wat he found in his chat log?
8 October 2008
yul:Nii Hidayah ehk?
me:yes...
yul: U know Fridaus rite?
me:which one?
yul:Jurongville
me:ya..Y?
yul:Juz asking
me:i gtg but ill be back in 15 mins k

our first msn chat..hehe.thinking bout it now.how short my conversation was...think again.of all his friends tat i kno b4 hym.begin close to then but ended up wit yul...

P.S im in love...

FOC OLYMPUS ROCK ON!!

2010-03-29T00:24:00.010+08:00

wat can i say?i juz got back n the camp ROCK!!!!
so 1st day ,
i was like an idiot.dun anything.very the dong.so once camp started.meet intro here and ther bonded wit 4 ppl at lunch.yummy yumni,sabrina the teenage witch, slyvia the dancer not singer n the last on not close actually.so after lunch played cinderella and meet up wit bao kun or BK.Burger King!!!hahamy dance patner for the camp

so then founded more gila friends.haha bonded with hem like hell.well zack the band boy"the devil"then namirah"rocker missy",shane"the gangster",gabriel!" the magician" and yummy yumni.so 6 of us like long time kno each other gitu.so 1st nite was scary.block 50.i was like sly.im sori but ur the only one her.if i hug u or scream at ur ear.im sori.nite walk at haunted blok.how gile.then donut for supper.

second day was dirty day.played with many gross stuff.we became burger and played with worm.i smell like tomato wit the sauce on my shirt.well threw the shirt away like duh.smelly like eww!!hahathen nite was egg!and marbles!haha I cinta u guys!!!
haha.so much fun with the Pylios.scream n lose voice together.yea!!!

so third day.i want that pic.so nice..hehe during the wet activity one.haha so play in water.hot and cold whole day.till we all hav a cold.haha but we had tons of fun drowning together.haha.then the dance tat day was crazy wen bk swing me. my leg wen jelly.haha.im flying man.haha so at nite was suppose to be campfire but there was no fire but dry ice. so..CAMPICE is FRezzing now.!!!haha.cute lor all th gls.n the hot ones rip their shirt and azrn did some gile funi stuff.haha.i love u all gls!!gd skit.n que.hahaso after supper was party nite.they quiet ppl dance like hell.and i meet azizan.so primary skul. but i had fun dancing wit hym.and wen ard skul wit gabriel in the middle of the nite.only the two of us.it was scary but fun.we were too hungry to think of ghost.haha.i miss his magic man.

the gila n fun ppl i kno in camp

so now here i am.imissingthecampbadly!!i miss the 6 ppl i created bond wit.cant wait to see u guy saturday!lets get crazy!!!!

P.S i wana learn those magic!!!

With LOVEs
hidayah

2010-03-20T21:56:00.005+08:00

so wat can i say?wen to sentosa today to look at the resort world with aishah.farah last min couldnt make it.but DAMN, am i still in Singapore?or sum other country?

haha.well as it was my first time at resort world.a bit kiasu like typical singaporean...haha became tourist from the day.haha.wen ard like crazy.im in love wit the hershey shop or should i say paradise!haha.LOVE!!!i cant wait to really go to the universal studio asap.from 9am to 6pm.tats my paradise.haha.gosh the popcorn really smells nice n the view are great.haha.so more pic below n the rest in fb!

after walking ard.wen back to vivo city to meet up wit my syng!hehe..so cute in blue..hehe.so aishah wen home early cuz she need to do sumthing.btw,gd luck beb!hehe. so wen to mac at harbourfront.guess wat saw farah!haha.caught red handed gitu.hehe.so after eating yul send me home.got home n now posting this posts.n current;y thinking of the npsu camp.the camp kit list is like very brief.haix.anyway.toddles!!

P.S ill never let you go...

With LOVEs
hidayah

I cant get enough of SHOPPING!!!

2010-03-20T00:29:00.002+08:00

hehe.well today is super duper tiring but fun.i not only get to spent time wit the perasan angel.hehe.i get to get last min stuff for sat!which is today.so shopping was yesterday actually.rite.?now in confuse of time .anyway back to the day.

so woke up in the morning like tating betul!so after my bro left for duno who is tat gerl.on9 for a while.well bad news came.i wanted everything to leave me alone here.but not like ths.im sorry that this feeling we used to hav made the choice between both our world.only if i knew u were the next in line.i would have left u from the start.so our world wont have to collide.i guess most of ur ppl do see us as food.i kno u wana change it but i guess soon it would be too late.im grateful tat u remember my name of all the things that had happen in ur hundreds of years of living.but i guess we do hav issue n differences tat cant change u.well i could be like u.but tat would be wrong as wat i am is the reason ur attracted to me n wat u are made me and v attracted to u.i hope wen u two do share her soul.u would treat her nice like the way u treat me.cuz we really owe her a life.ur life...

okay away from the two world n the sadness.today shopping.from peninsular to brasbasah to bugis.walk nonstop no pit stop.very the tiring kno.haha.well today was like bargain day.so at bugis while walking.suddenly mom appear.hehe.ul started shaking again as normal.hehe.cant say cute so very the act cute lah.haha.wen for lunch.omg kids these days so dirty minded.food also jadi bende lain they pikir.haha.then went home.now on the bed legs begging for mercy.haha.im already missing hym...n cant wait for tomoro!

P.S i kno ur reading this now!i love u!

With lots Of LOVEs
yayah^^

2010-03-18T20:33:00.002+08:00

so today wen to the hospital to visit my aunt and pass my cousins my ss notes.hope u get well soon aunt.then irritating thing is only four ppl is allow at a time and they hav to stay in the lobby.u need to even register.toddler also counted as an adult.menyusahkan aku je.lucky spare hp hav internet if not i comfirm would be bored in tears.then wen to the clinic for my urine test and my last week blood test result was out.so got my 1st dose of jap today.the funny part was.i didnt feel any pain at first till we wen ard jp to shop.then my arm started to hurt.otw out i duno y i didnt wana enter the carpark by the exit in jp2.i really insisted to exit at jp1. so while walking i saw him!hehe.so blur n cute.i love!!hahahe was wit harris.long time since i last saw hym in person.still taller than me.like obviously!hehe.esok meeting yul again.yeah!hehe.gosh im so weak now.till next time!hehe

P.S your make me feel like butterfly!

With LOVEs
hidayah

1st time at Botanical Garden!

2010-03-18T20:11:00.003+08:00

well from the pic wat can u tell?haha so on the 13 march was amazing race at botanical garden.well the whole day was very tiring and sweaty.but i did have fun. well the game planed out wasnt tat fun and it was hard to identify the winner.so after the whole day.wento snap pic ard the garden wit farah n my bro. the very damn part of the day was my hp.due to the rushing and everything.my phone drop in the toilet.urgh have damn it lah.whole day require communication but i cant be contact.wrong timing to get spoil.so otw home on the bus all three of us slept from botanical garden till jp.wen we reach all like zombie.haha.well thats about the whole day.a few more pic below and the rest in fb!

P.S cant wait for the next amazing race at ZOO!

With LOVEs
hidayah

2010-03-10T01:13:00.003+08:00

tonight is like any sleepless nite in my broken hearted days...i meani meet sumone special but the past in cuming back to me.juz got off the phone wit yul.sumhow the conversation reminded me of you.tell me y after all this time.it is still so hard to let go.i could handle it like it never happen before.but tonight.tats the last thing i could say.cuz im think of you.

anyway i think i have made too many choice of making believe tat destiny will bring us together wen the fact is we are thousand of miles away from each other.i still believe that V isnt the match for u.but he hav feeling for u n now live wit u.so no matter wat i also believe u n V would werk.i hope tat by hurting u is the best way for u to accept her.but...no matter wat.we did had sumthing which seems impossible for a human begin n ur kind to hav...im sori...

P.S why is reality for hard

With HURTs
hidayah

2010-03-06T01:17:00.002+08:00

YAYAH N YUYUL!

So second part of wat i wana post.its the first part of the day actually.of im officially unavailabe.hehe.even though we had tons of waiting...well i had a great time wit him.i hate the sand in my shoe.i duno y the shoe im wearing give me pain on my feet.but hu cares.hehe.well i think he and my bro get along.and he can tolerate my sis, my mum and my noise wen having dinner together.crazy dinner.but very fun one.

P.S i really love u yul!

With Lots Of LOVEs
hidayah

2010-03-06T00:52:00.002+08:00

today is very fun.there is 2 part.first part 1 im gona talk about aishah sis birthday party which is the 2nd part of the day.well there was a lot of waiting but i was too happy to complain.hehe.so took pic wit her sis wit her and eat.but the funny part is the candles.aishah really mean wat she say.she really got the relight candle.it was so funny how her sis reacted.hehe.soo overall i had fun there

MY Super 17 th BiRthDay!

2010-03-05T23:53:00.007+08:00

hey hey!many thing going on.pary party!haha.well last sat was my birth day so BBQ party!haha.damn had tons of fun and funny moments.wit my best gerlfriend!DING!!!so the nite b4 sleepover together small bed so wat our crazyness woke ppl up.hahaand ding made a new friends.haha.like teacher and student.hehe.there`s a reason y we are bffs.haha. our crazyness is almost the same to a extend.hehewire short curcuit.hehe. so the next day was the party.the wierd thing is tat almost everyone came in black or white.like the dress code.cik awah like ask me if i got made dress code cuz all family member wore like rainbow all the color hav.haha.well i was damn happy cuz sumone speacial was there but disappointed tat the campcraft gerls didnt make it.for some reason..well hope they had fun.so back to party.haha very hectic but wit two entertainer.haha well faisal and syurafa realli had taent to make noise and enjoy.very fun having them.damn funny lor them.at nite got present for cik awah.hehe i kno the ding dong bell is very sweet.heheso next after was sunday.family time wen to arcade there.damn fun.i think i really work out there.hu needs gym wen u hav arcade!haha cant wait to go there again this sunday.wild wild wet!here i come!!!

P.S thanks for the gift u guys!!!

With LOVEs
hidayah

KITE FLYING!!!with MABULIANS...

2010-02-25T20:52:00.004+08:00

been damn bz wit this weekend.and whole lot of texting.i can believe i top up like 3 times over 10 days.haiz next time use happy 128 better.wat was i thinking.

any way the past weekend spent it wit mabulians and my bestie ding!kite flying!haha well hell of a fun.as usual a couple of late ppl.but they day wen well.1stly tot we were lost but we got the right way.act like tourist.i think u can say we behave like one.so played true or dare.sumone got a hug...hehethats not my idea,air con idea...well i had to say i love u to the patrol police.thank goodness he knew we all playing true or dare.or should i say dare and dare...haha.they kite was stuborn.didnt wan to fly..till enya flew it up.haha.had fun runing ard and goffing ard.haha.then wen to plaza sing for lunch and tot of going to movie but the time slot didnt allow us to watch.so wen ard window shopping with Ding, jun hong and afiq.
otw home.farah and me cant stop laughing.cramp sia my cheek.thaks to sfiq and his cold joke and making fun of ppl sleeping ard the train.haha.readly funny trip.
so i had tons of fun tat day...

P.S i cant wait for the next event!

With LOVEs
hidayah

2010-02-15T18:58:00.003+08:00

gosh...yesterday was like hell.i was tooo sick to do anything...so slept the whole day.luckly sumone teman me and keep me company...hehe^^ im like so happy that i knew hym.

Anyway,i cant wait for bbq.hehe i cant wait to have all the silly talks about primary school.hehe n hanging out wit besties and hym of course.wat more cant i ask? well maybe family?i guess..anyway now back to resting...i think im gona lose my voice soon..

P.S i miss u yuyul^^

With LOVEs
hidayah

hyper due to Birthday Plans

2010-02-12T09:45:00.003+08:00

hey hey!haha didnt get the chance to log in yesterday.so i guess its a HaPpy BelatEd 18th BiRtHDay To tHe Cutest Hottie!!!
TAYLOR DANIEL LAUTNER!!!

he is super cute!!!

haha anyway yesterday also got the news tat we got the chalet.this means my birthday will be at down town ppl.hahah im thinking of inviting some old skul ppl.haha mini gathering.cuz i miss the childish ppl in my life.eventhough i kno now im the only one who is still childish.haha.i wana go to neverland and be like peter pan!haha.anyways later meeting wit Mr Act Cute!!hehe.i cant wait!

P.S im damn hyper today!!!

With LOVEs
hidayah

Can We Take One Step At A Time?

2010-02-10T01:21:00.002+08:00

well today is like anyother typical holiday which i have been in for like months now.
but today was a bit different.everyone except my sis wasnt at home.cuz everyone except her and me of course,have MC.like wow...hahaha.anyway its still boring to me.

what am i gona post??well can you plz dun be mr freaky now?cuz its freakly freaking scary wen u say thing like u didnt mean wat u say.i cant believe it lah.but then after the freaky process.i beat u in almost everything.i guess u are a bit slow.hehe.
so can we take this slow?cuz i dun wana rush in this.i did mean wat i said at that moment but not to rush like now.okok..hehe^.^

P.S i need to settle things with u,miguel angelo guerrero.give me 15 min from ur eternity.n i will be all tat u want...

With LOVEs
hidayah

Act Cute!

2010-02-06T01:44:00.002+08:00

Can i say tat today is like the best day of 2010 so far?hehe..well like any normal day.wen breakfast and saw najb.well he look very different.so sat at home.but lunch and after luch got to spent wit hym...n naz.its been such an awefully long time since i last saw naz.MR Stroller of primary 6.imagine tat.meeting after we graduate for secondary life. even Ding says so.different but no words to describe.

wen to TJgreen for swing!haha since medication is ending.swing do help me.play like small kid as usual.hehe^^n got wet butt due to wet ground due to rain.haha my vocab is running low as u can see.sorry Ms Lin.but ur a great chanter to me still.no offence.

im kinda confuse at some moment but i duno if its the gd thing or bad thing.but oh well,i duno myself.i guess faith and destiny will tell me the answer.

P.S love is too soon but i like you.^^

With LoTs Of LOVEs
Hidayah

Hot N Cold

2010-02-03T00:08:00.003+08:00

hey,well today was like any other day slack did housework and more slacking.im getting bored but sumhow sumone juz turn and made my day.im like second guessing myself for everything...im like feeling cold with hym and feeling the heat wit hym...im confuse with them...or should i say myself.

u kno wat?i dun care if ur still wearing the necklace.cuz it mean ntg to me after watever u claim had happen between us.even if there`s still sumthing going on between us...we are ntg more than friends or a stranger now.we had a thing but i blew it off...i dun regret accepting ur say.cuz im so much better with you.n like u..i too can hav sumone way better...which i am.thanks

N guess what!?i miss mabul freaking so much.i reali wana go back but this time round wit sumone new.maybe hym?hehe gosh he is totally cute u kno.stupid lame jokes like the past but so wat it made my day.hehe.

P.S collecting memories but never complete without you.

With LOVEs
hidayah

2010-02-01T22:48:00.005+08:00

Firstly... i cant get my head of it.im dreaming of it and im now still thinking of it.i juz stop but to be amaze be the new motorola DEXT which was launch here last week.OMG!!the phone of the century..my dream phone!!

yeaterday wen to HELLO shop cuz my dad getting himself an iphone.accompany hym cuz we had to fetch our new pet from i duno where.in the shop i cant get my hands of the hp.bz with facebook on it.too amaze by it.very super high tech.soon..it will me mine.hehe...

secondly the new parrot cant shut up.early in the morning start talking ready.i dun get wat it is saying but soon it will learn to talk n the house would be freaking more noisy for sure.love birds now are a bit quiet.i think its scare of the new guy.haha.anyway today was quite a bored.but im loving it!

P.S im in love again and HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRZZAT!!!

With LOVEs
hidayah

2010-01-30T13:54:00.002+08:00

im freaking bored!!we are suppose to go to the family fiesta today...but..im sorry,ayah ade keje.well as usual.last nite ask mum bout my birthday.im sorry maybe we postpone boleh?maybe ayah keje.can i say sumthing? WTFH!!!wat the fucking hell lah.2 years in a row.my sweet sixteen now seventeen.juz bcuz i forgive it doesnt means i forget...

so yea im going to np soon n tats gona sucks too...juz found out yesterday sumone will be in my class.thank u god.haix...

P.S im not free as a bird am i?

With LOVEs
hidayah

2010-01-25T12:37:00.002+08:00

two weeks since my last post.been quite busy and sick...wat can i say?im missing the guy from the past after looking thru the past diary..the words he says and texted me make me wonder why everything happens.how it happen...and what made it happen?

i guess no matter wat?im gald it happen...i once said the love is forever.and it will be...but it may not last...cuz not there are new ppl in both our life...im glad i knew u b4 anyone...

being sick is weird.especially wit the sleeping disorder.im feeling wat he is feeling..its weird but still...i can look at the moon all night long without being sleepy at all.with these set of teeth.its easier to bite things.even flesh... hear thing from far..even thoght its temporary but im lucky.im glad tat one thing didnt happen.well im in love again but this time everything will be different...

P.S i love u hun!

With LOVEs
hidayah

Decided!

2010-01-14T12:25:00.003+08:00

like finally..im done wit the JAE.haha..gosh making the choice is harder then sitting for the O levels.at least wen ur sitting for the exams its peaceful n stress.but making the choice is equal to tons of nagging and stress.so which would u prefer?haha but im glad its all over!

im hoping to go to NP haha...i guess it is a fresh beginning for every freshman including me...hehe.i can wait to like go to skul again n actually see hym once in awhile to be my victim..hehe but there are always problems..i juz got to kno the past is actually pulling us apart.i dun get it how i can get in between a rival or ppl tat i duno in the past...weird right?but i hope they dun meet up.or else one of they might end up in hospital..touch wood!

P.S imagine is our wish do come true..

With LOVEs
hidayah

2010-01-12T00:38:00.004+08:00

so how did i do?terrible but i dun care cause i still can get to the course i want that ppl say its not good.but at least the course have jobs wen i graduate.tats the most important rite?and thank goodness the course i want COP high.hehe easy to get in.well im happy that someone is leading life and many ppl are happy wit thier own effort...

I MISS MY DING AND BELL!

P.S i think im gona fall in love again..

With LOVEs
hidayah

14 hours to results!!

2010-01-10T23:47:00.004+08:00

its hours away from the big event that will decide my future.OMG im freaking out here already.but first anyway i would like to say thanks to all my family members hu had been nagging at be to study n focus on wat i want till i duno wat i want anymore.plus to both my dear uncle hu gave me talks and tips about my career path and all the demands and other stuff that i dun realli get it.hehe...THANK YOU!

secondly was im very dissapointed bout today`s event.how come the monthly visit tat was plan for 12 ended up for two ppl only?anyway..thank you baby sitter!for cuming and u still forgot my tea!!haha...but really thank u lah for not making me feel like an idiot there.thanks afiq.

lastly,i never tot tat cutting my hair was a no drama wen i saw like so many ederly getting their hair cut earlier.i tot only go for treatment ended up getting ahair cut.well not tat short but it made my head light.like i have no problem in life... which is definitely not the case especially with the results cuming tomoro...

P.S Good Luck to firstly my DInG!,my friends and schoolmate!

With LOVEs
hidayah

SUCKER FOR LOVE

2010-01-07T22:57:00.002+08:00

guess what i dun think i need hym too...plus i rather be a free person than becoming a punching bag for his life of not getting attention.i guess what happen between hym n his previous ex is the same reason tat i too cant seem to tolerate.

your the one that walks right through me
before you say that you knew me
cause you treat me like i was invisible...
eventhough you made me feel special for a moment
it was nothing compared to the shit that you do
cause you are exactly who i thought that i knew...
and now im bleeding again for the moment
but im glad that the truth didnt drag me deeper
cause now i had made the choice that i should had made...

P.S It`s So Much Better Without You!

With LOVEs
hidayah

Who are you?

2010-01-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

seriously..i duno hu are you guys?i tot u guys are the best ppl ever but now..i duno...i miss all those times and wish for it.we always give in to each other but now its all for ourself...i duno hu to trust now...

P.S dissapointed of the decision....

who will it be?

2010-01-02T18:04:00.004+08:00

its been such a long time since the last time i blog...well i guess new year isnt what i expect it to be.the first day of the new year is the day of my first guilty day of the year too...im so confuse with what i want..or what i feel or anything...

im really sorry for what happen...i never tot this could happen cuz u two said to me tat watever my choice is..as long as im happy u guys are happy.i love both of u but this situation is making me sick of love again...especially after i just let a guy to my life again.

i dont get it
why is love so mess up?
i dont get it
why you both said it`s okay,
when it`s not...

i am a not a supergirl
that can help you when u mess up,
because i too get mess up myself
i am not a vampiregirl
that doesnt mind what people say,
because i do have a soul and feeling...

P.S what choice do i have?

With LOVEs
hidayah

Welcome To Boredom Kingdom

2009-12-22T21:00:00.008+08:00

well holiday is boredom kingdom to me now...prom wanst as i expected but at least i had memories from the night..even tough it was actually not really pleasant to see hym alone...i still think he was having fun.especially wen i got to kno that he got drunk after prom party.so.. the day after...wen to genting..a bit of fun here and there...so i did enjoy the family holiday..

P.S take me away to january..

With LOVEs
hidayah

Pulau Mabul Trip(NYAA Trip)

2009-12-09T23:38:00.012+08:00

so days have pass...i duno y but i realli miss the mabul trip and all teammates.i cant wait for prom to meet them.well this trip begun thank to Mr Yip.although he didnt get to come wit us to lead,his speech almost made me cry.1stly wen reach tawau,afiq lost my sleeping bag.haix...worst mistake ever..hahaso once reach scuba junkie.everyone was like i wana bath 1st after dinner.so guess wat? "open numbers!"

cute solution or wootz!
haha...then at night was truth or dare.hahah

poor JH kena wear sumthing from every one especially wei ian undies.haha lucky new ones

shirt exchanger!!haha
and lots more... till everyone got a chance..

So second day was the boat ride to mabul from semporna.

very windy

party at the boat...haha
wen we arrived we check in into or room and briefing started and wen to meet village chief and blah blah blah.haha

sunset view from the resort jetty

for the 3rd to 5th day was lesson.so i round up the compo.well its was okay only the issue issue thingy that should me..and Mr Chia got injurd...well he is ok tough.i had fun for day 3 as the unprevilegde were very into my lesson.they are so cute.

then we had games wit them and such..the journey was very long that by the end of the day i had cramps..OMG worst experience of the trip. the second worst experience

thean at night we wander around while the boys played soccer..

Hanging out at the beach eating watermelon
it was day 4 which is second day of lesson.very blood boiling teaching the previledge.they reali dun give a damn unless its afiq... after luch was game and pics

Afiq, the kids and mie.(not family pic okay)
day 5 teaching again but this time i got the attention from the previledge.cool or wootz..they showedme their creativity and open my eyes... then we had singing..haha

after lessons ...

SWIMMING!!!

day 6 was one of the most emotional day.almost everyone cried.it was last session of lesson before we leave for semporna...but we all gathered at nite at the wedding tat we got invited.

Jun HOng and Mie

us again with Hanafi!

smile at which camera?

dont know what the brother of racial harmony doing or worst thinking..

smiles!!

Peace Yo!!

the next day was

u guess it.Snorkeling!!!haha i had so much fun.plus i saw nemo!!!and swam with hundreds of fishes.hehe..i love it!!then in the afternoon we head back to semporna.. and some of cried again..

the next day which is day 8... we had 12 hours of bus ride to kota kinabalu.wah so tired of sitting down.once we reach the bus terminal we got attack by the ppl.cuz they tot our "jacky" was "Jackie Chan".haha similar name have almost similar features but not the same person.haha.then we had our final dinner in sabah...

Dinner or Feast?

last Dinner of the trip...
after dinner did a bit of window shopping at center point and head back to hostel for gd nite rest.i knew they we playing pranks on me.but to tired to layan.sori mabulians damn tired...

so day 9 arrived... we had our city tour to chocolate factory temple and mosque...b4 shopping and HSH...

MJ wrestling with the chocolate man..?

what he doing now???

sampling the chocolates...hehe love it!

WE wer here!

the monkeys made in Singapore but train in Mabul, Sabah.hahaha

the mabulians..

sue look at the camera!!

the mosque with jellyfish!!

duno wat we were thinking actually..hehe

me with the tiger.ROARs?

well overall the trip was memorable and a very eye opening experience that money cant buy...we all learnt a lot and bond with not only among ourself but the islanders...not only me..but everyone of us have our moments and had brought home something with us...

We are the First..How HOnoured...

P.S I MISS EVERY ONE AND THE ISLAND....

With LOVEs
Hidayah

FotoEfek.com

2009-12-05T18:41:00.002+08:00

i love new moon!!!taylor is so freaking hot!!!so wen to watch it wit ding and bell and of course cuzzie buzzie.i reali love the movie.i hopre everyone watch it. But today highlight goes to farah.haha.she keep asking me if there is any intense moment.since its like the last part of the book,i guess it was the last few min of it so prank her hard.she fell for it.hahaha.Sori ding but i got u!!

P.S i choose team jacob!!

With LOVEs
Hidayah

MISSING home...

2009-11-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

well now im in sabah.free internet so take turn to use it.so today tons of slp due to lack of it.nitemare from yesterday.so yar.did a little shopping and so had fun.but im really missing home now.especially him.9 day witout phone.im dead.anyway gtg.the rest waiting at the pub.

P.S theres lots of dogs here!!!help!

With LOVEs

Finally!!!!the day is arriving in hours!

2009-11-23T20:29:00.002+08:00

hey yar!its 23rd. i cant wait for tomoro.but firstly.im traumatise by the accident a few hours ago.actually we were about to hav dinner but i heard like a honking sound by the motor bike.so i turn ard and saw a glimps of a bike flying.as in floating.my mum wen like "OMG the bike id flying so fast!!"wen i stood up.i saw a man lying on the road.believe it or not the helmet is broken in to half.imagine the impact.one of the man there said his helmel is the gd quality ones.from where i was standing.i could see his left arm twisted like 360 degree twisted.i didnt dare to get near to look.my mum wen to check out.she told me and my siblings that him face is disfigured.from the way she said it.its as if his dead.after a long time.he time didnt move.i was like he comfirm dead.the ambulance we like slow wen we were panicking.wen they came.they comfirm he was dead.till now.at this min.the body is still there.i couldnt stay there longer cuz my siblings was like freaking out.

well tomoro need to be in skul by 8am.hope i dun 4get anything.

P.S hope i dun get nightmare tonight.

With LOVEs
Hidayah

Dunearnite goes Retro!

2009-11-20T00:10:00.003+08:00

hey!im feeling so hyper all day.since yesterday actually.hehe.i wish i could tell u the truth.but i still duno how to ans ur qn sweetheart.i kno i hav been blank wen u ask me about it.now im dreaming of u the whole time.so today woke up early to chat wit hym.but as the sun is up.i forgot u couldnt be there.but i left a msg for u wit danny.

so after chating wit danny n wishing hym his 1 year aniversary wit britt.i wen to skul for nyaa.haha it was damn fun.hahathe UNO was very funny.i cant wait to meet the kids at Mabul island.hehe...the the sewing was frustrating but the outcome was very cute!!haha i love the red indian thingy we made.hope the love it there.

then in the evening,Dunearnite!haha cuzzie buzzie look so different.i duno if its a good or a bad thingy.but i love it.haha.we didnt even realise that we were sitting beside his ex family.and Oops..we took some pics infront of her too.sori gerl.but he is my cuzz...well saw him did a few wrong step.lost of tempo.but we cant stop laughing wen he does the samba.haha..anyway here are a few pics taken...

cuzzie buzzie and mie

Farhan, Faiz and Mie

P.S i wana hug you!!!

With LOVEs
Hidayah

2009-11-18T11:15:00.004+08:00

so on monday was movie marathon wit my DING! and BELL!haha.we got ice cream as usual.but this time we didnt really finish it.not even half of it.the funny part of this movie day is when ding drank the grape juice with the silly face.haha. and the fish snack got burn hahaa.so after the movie, wen to tjg to play the swing!before it rains.lucky it didnt rain before we got home.so while swinging.sumone flew off and injurd themselve.haha sori but it was funny.

P.S i miss you guys already..

With LOVEs
hidayah

NPCC BBQ!!!

2009-11-18T10:23:00.004+08:00

hey.today there would be a couple of post.the past few days couldnt log in.if i get to log in i dun hav time to post.

so this post is about npcc bbq which was on the 14 nov.well its actuali an celebration for those hu had participated in any competition since 2008.at first it was very boring cuz almost everyone was busy getting the fire started.wen it started to drizzle,we had to shit to in door.the onli thing in my head is burn the skul.haha
once we get in door the noise increase and the atmosphere is happening.that was wen the fun begun.so everyone started eating and drinking blah blah blah...played some game...so here are a few pic of the event..

With LOVEs
hidayah

2009-11-12T11:37:00.001+08:00

Last paper alert!!!once i get out of that room im gona be jumping up and down.haha
holiday mood already!!!haha

but still its biology.need to chill abit.haha

Smell and Guess IT!

2009-11-10T19:14:00.002+08:00

haha today was kinda funny.meet up wit ding and bell at jp.decided to walk home.on the way home thru the factories.haha along the way we smell different stuff.it started wit ding at the longkang.POLUTTED!!haha then biscuit smell from bell. so we talk about he place which is kinda freaky.
as we continue walking,smell like the peanut kinda like that then we saw a candy factory.so we all guessed wrongly.haha.we tot its from the OWL coffee factory.haha
so walk sum more smell coffee.haha nice-nice!haha
then the funi part we saw a building says frozen.me n bell say frozen food.but wana kno wat smell they produce.i started laugh wen we got to know its a pork factory.hahaha.then got another factory which we had no idea from its name.so we tot a hardware.so we tried to guess the smell.haha.dumb rite.but funi.then wen we reach our old primary school we say out different smell related to primary school.the only thing i could thing of was B.O!haha

anyway at the playground was fun.we were kids again.haha before i begin to rain,we headed home with ding!haha stay for the rain or movie?haha

P.S 2 days to last paper and i cant wait for friday!

With LOVEs
hidayah

Handsome?Maybe...

2009-11-04T23:50:00.002+08:00

so what did i do today?when for physics paper which is quite tough.due to the electricity thingy that i didnt really study well for.then when for breakfast with my cuzzie buzzie.hahathe funi part was not during breakfast.but at the library when umai text bout cuz when she is rite beside her guy.(which looks like my ex skulmate which i found out we are related sumhow)

the geog paper in the afternoon was quite tough.i dun even understand wat the development qn asking.like wtf!when we were like cursing ourselve,n was about to step out school.the rain started tp fall.so unlucky!now my legs are cramp n having cold.now im addicted to setinggi bintang.hehe.HAPPY is so CUTE!!!n worried for sumone

P.S i hope ur fine bell

With LOVEs
hidayah

i need the Getaway!

2009-10-30T12:49:00.004+08:00

Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind
First you wanna be free
Now you say you need me
Giving mixed signals and signs
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again

Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away

I can't keep coming back to you
Every time you're in the mood
To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on
Cause every time I think you're gone
You show up in my rearview mirror

Is this just a detour?
Cause I gotta be sure
That you really mean what you say
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again

To a place where I can be redefined
Where you're out of sight
And you're out of mind
But the truth is I can't even say goodbye

Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind

P.S i want you of my mind

Hearts
hidayah

Graduation!School`s Out!Let`s Rock Out!!

2009-10-26T08:50:00.006+08:00

Its been days sinece i last blog.so this post is about GRADUATION!!which was a few days a ago.

Its like finally!school is out.well juz o levels left before we hav a life.so graduation was fantasic with all pics n memories to last forever.at first we had lesson.but onli for a few periods.then i and a few other have briefing for our NYAA trip to Pulau Mabul.which is after o levells later.gosh 9 days is an awfully long time but im sure it would be a great memory to have.we all miss recess that day.but the concert paid off.i love every thing bout that day except for a part of it.well atleast i didnt jus turn n slap sumone.haha.anyway here are some pics from friday.

so...
with LOVEs
Hidayah